Tonight,my rocky road to recovery continues to move forward,though I am still trapped in the middle.
Today,I simply ran an errand and relaxed for much of the day.I had really nothing to do.It rained for much of the day and I was trapped in the house.
I am still struggling with fantasies and lusting.I have been giving into temptations left and right.I don't know what to do.I don't really know who to talk to.Images of men in a sexual nature continue plaguing me and my mind.
This SSA struggle that I have has made me aware of my own perversions.I have fantasized a lot lately and have been lusting after things that I shouldn't be lusting after as my Heavenly Father,through his scared word,the Holy Bible,condemns lustful intentions and behavior.He also condemns anything connected with it.
I am feeling really low and messed up right now.I have been posting about this constantly and hoping that there will be people who will post in the comments section anything helpful,such as scriptural upbuilding or that they're praying for me.I feel like that I have been posting in vain lately as nobody has shared anything in the comments section that could be beneficial to me.This SSA struggle that I have is terrible.I hate that I struggle with this terrible emotional condition.I hate everything about this particular struggle.
I don't want to fantasize and lust anymore.I am craving sexual things with men intensely right now and I also hate that.I need all the help and support that I can get.Please fellow blog followers and readers;I need some support and encouragement right now.I don't want to think about men in a sexual way,but in a healthy and authentic way.If anyone is reading this,please share some encouraging words and upbuildings in the comments section.I need a lot of spiritual help right now.Please help me.Please upbuild me with Holy Bible scripture.If anyone can offer advice on how I can overcome this terrible fantasies and lusting that I have been falling into constantly,please offer that advice.I really need all the help and support that I can get right now.Thanks very much to all of you and also;Thanks to my Heavenly Father and his son Jesus Christ.
As for tomorrow,with the exception of church as usual,I have no plans.But I hope that whatever I choose to do gives me positive benefits.
Thanks in advance to all of you for helping me.FJ