Tonight,my rocky road to recovery continues moving onward.However,I had a very good day and the work day went well.I need to say some things here.
Lately,I have really been struggling with fantasies and lusting.I have been falling into temptation lately a lot.I have been giving into the urges to fantasize and lust after other men.Yes,I admit that I have been.
I am feeling terrible and lousy as of late.I haven't had this problem in a long time. Sexually themed images of men cloud my mind constantly.I don't know whether I am coming or going.
I have gave into masturbation to these images.Yes I have.Again,I am feeling terrible and lousy for doing so.
I need some help.I need some encouragement.I need people to leave me some verbal support in the comments section.I need prayers from all of you.
Please pray for me.Please leave me some positive verbal support in the comments section.I need all the help and support that I can get to help keep me going.Please pray for me.Please leave me some encouragement in the comments section.Thanks to all of you.Thanks also to both my Heavenly Father and his son Jesus Christ.
I have work tomorrow.I hope that the work day goes well.
That was what I had to say.I need support real badly.Thanks again.FJ