To all devout Roman Catholics,I wish all of you a very Happy All Saints Day.
Tonight,I am feeling pretty good.I had a pretty good day today.
Yesterday,they apprehended the guy who killed my friend in that hit and run that happened nearly a week ago.They have him currently in custody and he is being held without bail.I hope that they never let him out.He deserves to be in the jail that they are holding him in.That way,he will not cause any trouble.I am just glad that he is behind bars and he will not bring any more harm to anyone.I am relieved that he is off the streets.
Last night,the Halloween party went okay.There wasn't an awful lot of people there like there was last year.But I did get to sing for a bit and that is better than nothing.I had a pretty decent time and again,I did get to sing and entertain.That went well and I am glad.
Tonight,I am going to go out and sing tonight again.I am looking forward to that.I am hoping that the evening goes well.Though I rarely have an off night,I still hope for things to go well.You never know what could happen.I am feeling hopeful and optimistic.I have a feeling that things will go well.Still,I hope.
As for tomorrow,I haven't decided.But whatever I do,I hope that it gives me positive benefits.
That was my day today and my hopes for the rest of the weekend ahead.FJ
Saturday, November 01, 2008
Friday, October 31, 2008
Happy Halloween,Everybody!
Tonight,I am feeling a little bit better.I had a pretty good day today.
The work shift went smoothly.There wasn't an awful lot to do.I simply did what I had to do and I bagged everything when I was done and dropped it off at the rehab center.I headed for home after that.
On the way home,I went to my regular bank to cash my paycheck and I headed straight home afterwards.
When I got home,I registered the bills at the Where's George site and I did some more personal PC work.I went out and picked up a fresh sandwich at a Subway at the local Wal-Mart.While there,I also bought a few more horror film DVD's before buying the footlong sandwich.
After eating the sandwich,which my mom and I shared by having it cut in half,I registered the change at Where's George and I also typed up a few e-mails to a few friends of mine.Overall,a pretty good day.
Tonight,I am going to a Halloween party at the place where I entertain.I will also be singing up a storm tonight and I will also be singing again tomorrow night.I am hoping that both nights go well.
As for Sunday,I have no plans but whatever I do,I hope that it gives me positive benefits.
That was my day today and my hopes for the weekend ahead.FJ
Tonight,I am feeling a little bit better.I had a pretty good day today.
The work shift went smoothly.There wasn't an awful lot to do.I simply did what I had to do and I bagged everything when I was done and dropped it off at the rehab center.I headed for home after that.
On the way home,I went to my regular bank to cash my paycheck and I headed straight home afterwards.
When I got home,I registered the bills at the Where's George site and I did some more personal PC work.I went out and picked up a fresh sandwich at a Subway at the local Wal-Mart.While there,I also bought a few more horror film DVD's before buying the footlong sandwich.
After eating the sandwich,which my mom and I shared by having it cut in half,I registered the change at Where's George and I also typed up a few e-mails to a few friends of mine.Overall,a pretty good day.
Tonight,I am going to a Halloween party at the place where I entertain.I will also be singing up a storm tonight and I will also be singing again tomorrow night.I am hoping that both nights go well.
As for Sunday,I have no plans but whatever I do,I hope that it gives me positive benefits.
That was my day today and my hopes for the weekend ahead.FJ
Thursday, October 30, 2008
Tonight,I am feeling okay.I had a pretty good day today.
The work shift went smoothly.I simply did what I had to do in the short period of time that I had and after I ate lunch,I simply bagged everything and dropped it off at the rehab center.I headed straight home after that.
When I got home,I relaxed for a bit before laying down to try and take a nap.But the old images of having sexual relations with men began to take over and I found myself manipulating my sexuality while this was happening.I stopped when I was at the moment of ejaculating.This has been a crushing weight on me.This has been happening to me for quite some time since the death of my friend at the hands of a hit and run driver.They still haven't found the driver responsible as of yet and personally,I am getting impatient.I want justice for my friend who is dead and didn't deserve to die.He was also too young to die.Again,they haven't found the person responsible and I am getting ansy.There will also be no funeral for him.They are just going to bury him and I am hoping to find out where they are going to do that so I can pay my respects to him.This has been an incredible bearing on me and I am hoping that this passes soon.I really miss him and I still find it hard to believe that he is gone.I still have a lot of sadness in me and I am always going to have that due to his absence.I am hoping that justice is served soon and that the person responsible gets the full maximum punishment for what they did.
Again,I am still being plagued by images of men and having sexual relations with them.If anyone out there who is also in the healing process from unwanted Homosexual/SSA desires or has been in the process for a long time,I really need some advice on how to handle this and how I can replace these images with wholesome and pure images of men and even thoughts of them in the same manner.I want to see men as brothers and not as future possibilities as sexual partners.I have to also keepp remembering that it's men and women and not men and men as the so-called Gay culture wants to keep alive and well,which they have no right in doing because the sexual activity is sinful,gross,immoral and inappropriate.I want wholesome and healthy relationships with other men and NOT sex.Again,any advice would be appreciated.
After eating a light dinner,I registered a few more bills at the Where's George site and earlier tonight,I bought a few movies at Blockbuster video.I still have one more thing to do before turning in for the night.After that,I am staying home.
Tomorrow is another work day and I am hoping that the shift goes well.I am also attending a Halloween party tomorrow night at the place where I entertain each and every week and I am going to do that tomorrow night and even Saturday night.I am hoping that both nights go well.
That was my day today and my hopes for the day and weekend ahead.FJ
The work shift went smoothly.I simply did what I had to do in the short period of time that I had and after I ate lunch,I simply bagged everything and dropped it off at the rehab center.I headed straight home after that.
When I got home,I relaxed for a bit before laying down to try and take a nap.But the old images of having sexual relations with men began to take over and I found myself manipulating my sexuality while this was happening.I stopped when I was at the moment of ejaculating.This has been a crushing weight on me.This has been happening to me for quite some time since the death of my friend at the hands of a hit and run driver.They still haven't found the driver responsible as of yet and personally,I am getting impatient.I want justice for my friend who is dead and didn't deserve to die.He was also too young to die.Again,they haven't found the person responsible and I am getting ansy.There will also be no funeral for him.They are just going to bury him and I am hoping to find out where they are going to do that so I can pay my respects to him.This has been an incredible bearing on me and I am hoping that this passes soon.I really miss him and I still find it hard to believe that he is gone.I still have a lot of sadness in me and I am always going to have that due to his absence.I am hoping that justice is served soon and that the person responsible gets the full maximum punishment for what they did.
Again,I am still being plagued by images of men and having sexual relations with them.If anyone out there who is also in the healing process from unwanted Homosexual/SSA desires or has been in the process for a long time,I really need some advice on how to handle this and how I can replace these images with wholesome and pure images of men and even thoughts of them in the same manner.I want to see men as brothers and not as future possibilities as sexual partners.I have to also keepp remembering that it's men and women and not men and men as the so-called Gay culture wants to keep alive and well,which they have no right in doing because the sexual activity is sinful,gross,immoral and inappropriate.I want wholesome and healthy relationships with other men and NOT sex.Again,any advice would be appreciated.
After eating a light dinner,I registered a few more bills at the Where's George site and earlier tonight,I bought a few movies at Blockbuster video.I still have one more thing to do before turning in for the night.After that,I am staying home.
Tomorrow is another work day and I am hoping that the shift goes well.I am also attending a Halloween party tomorrow night at the place where I entertain each and every week and I am going to do that tomorrow night and even Saturday night.I am hoping that both nights go well.
That was my day today and my hopes for the day and weekend ahead.FJ
Wednesday, October 29, 2008
Tonight,I am feeling okay.I had a pretty good day today.
The laundry pick-up went a bit rocky.No,there were no messes to clean up but I got some orders from the boss at the rehab center that they needed some blankets and comforters.I informed them that I would talk to the job coach and see what she had to say.I left the rehab center after this.
When I arrived at the work site,I ate lunch and I sorted out the laundry.It was quite a bit to sort out.After that,I started a couple of loads of blankets alongside the laundry bags after taking a couple of comforters out of the dryers.I talked to the job coach and informed her of the rehab center's request and she said that she would get right on it.I also dropped off a few things at the rehab center before heading for home.
On the way home,I stopped at the local Salvation Army thrift store and I bought some things.After that,I headed straight home.
When I got home,I decided to lay down for a bit and I slept for over an hour.I ate dinner after that and I registered a few more bills at the Where's George site.
After that,I went out again and I bought a few more things at the local Salvation Army thrift store.I also filled my gas tank while out before heading for home,where I am here to stay until tomorrow morning.
I am now relaxing and enjoying the night.The night is going to be pretty cold.But I have no place to go until tomorrow morning.
As for the case involving the death of my friend to that hit and run driver,no changes yet.But I am still remaining hopeful.
Tomorrow is a work day.I am hoping that the shift goes well.
That was my day today and my hopes for the day ahead.FJ
The laundry pick-up went a bit rocky.No,there were no messes to clean up but I got some orders from the boss at the rehab center that they needed some blankets and comforters.I informed them that I would talk to the job coach and see what she had to say.I left the rehab center after this.
When I arrived at the work site,I ate lunch and I sorted out the laundry.It was quite a bit to sort out.After that,I started a couple of loads of blankets alongside the laundry bags after taking a couple of comforters out of the dryers.I talked to the job coach and informed her of the rehab center's request and she said that she would get right on it.I also dropped off a few things at the rehab center before heading for home.
On the way home,I stopped at the local Salvation Army thrift store and I bought some things.After that,I headed straight home.
When I got home,I decided to lay down for a bit and I slept for over an hour.I ate dinner after that and I registered a few more bills at the Where's George site.
After that,I went out again and I bought a few more things at the local Salvation Army thrift store.I also filled my gas tank while out before heading for home,where I am here to stay until tomorrow morning.
I am now relaxing and enjoying the night.The night is going to be pretty cold.But I have no place to go until tomorrow morning.
As for the case involving the death of my friend to that hit and run driver,no changes yet.But I am still remaining hopeful.
Tomorrow is a work day.I am hoping that the shift goes well.
That was my day today and my hopes for the day ahead.FJ
Tuesday, October 28, 2008
Tonight,I am feeling mixed emotions.I had a smooth work day but I am feeling mighty depressed over the fact that there is nothing new in the hit and run death of a friend that happened early Sunday morning.
At the moment,there have been no arrests made in this case.The police are still investigating the details and they haven't gotten any information as of yet as to who was driving the car that was involved in that deadly hit and run.I know that there will be something soon.But I hate that this is taking quite a while.True,I can't expect results in one day but still,it is aggravating and nerve-wracking waiting for anything new in a case like this especially when it involves the death of a friend.I am remaining hopeful that something will come out of this and that the person involved will be brought to justice real soon.I hope that this person gets the full maximum punishment for what he did.That friend of mine didn't deserve to die.He was a great guy who deserved to live the rest of his days until it was the right time.Again,I hope that justice is served very soon.
As stated,the work day went smoothly with really no problems.I managed to get a lot done.I also had a wonderful lunch and after finishing,I bagged everything clean and dropped it off at the rehab center before heading for home.
When I got home,I decided to take a nap because I was feeling tired.I lost sleep last night over what happened on early Sunday.I am still feeling the shock over the loss of my friend.But I am trying to move on and do the best I can to adjust to life without ever seeing him again.It is going to be strange not having him around.I am still feeling the void of not having him here.I guess that I will be feeling the void of this for quite some time.
After eating,I finished my personal PC work and I also ran an errand before the TV specials that I was going to watch were going to come on.I had to move fast because it was going to start right away.Fortunately,it was close to home.
I watched the TV specials of It's The Great Pumpkin,Charlie Brown and You're Not Elected,Charlie Brown tonight on ABC.Though they do bring these on each year,I look forward to them and I still enjoy them each and every year.I did feel a little bit better after watching them.But still,I am feeling the void left behind by the loss.But I did get some laughs tonight and that is good.
I am now relaxing and getting ready to retire for the evening.I am going to try to get a good night's sleep.
Tomorrow is simply a pick-up day.I am hoping that the pick-up goes smoothly with no messes to clean up.
That was my day today and my hopes for the day ahead.FJ
At the moment,there have been no arrests made in this case.The police are still investigating the details and they haven't gotten any information as of yet as to who was driving the car that was involved in that deadly hit and run.I know that there will be something soon.But I hate that this is taking quite a while.True,I can't expect results in one day but still,it is aggravating and nerve-wracking waiting for anything new in a case like this especially when it involves the death of a friend.I am remaining hopeful that something will come out of this and that the person involved will be brought to justice real soon.I hope that this person gets the full maximum punishment for what he did.That friend of mine didn't deserve to die.He was a great guy who deserved to live the rest of his days until it was the right time.Again,I hope that justice is served very soon.
As stated,the work day went smoothly with really no problems.I managed to get a lot done.I also had a wonderful lunch and after finishing,I bagged everything clean and dropped it off at the rehab center before heading for home.
When I got home,I decided to take a nap because I was feeling tired.I lost sleep last night over what happened on early Sunday.I am still feeling the shock over the loss of my friend.But I am trying to move on and do the best I can to adjust to life without ever seeing him again.It is going to be strange not having him around.I am still feeling the void of not having him here.I guess that I will be feeling the void of this for quite some time.
After eating,I finished my personal PC work and I also ran an errand before the TV specials that I was going to watch were going to come on.I had to move fast because it was going to start right away.Fortunately,it was close to home.
I watched the TV specials of It's The Great Pumpkin,Charlie Brown and You're Not Elected,Charlie Brown tonight on ABC.Though they do bring these on each year,I look forward to them and I still enjoy them each and every year.I did feel a little bit better after watching them.But still,I am feeling the void left behind by the loss.But I did get some laughs tonight and that is good.
I am now relaxing and getting ready to retire for the evening.I am going to try to get a good night's sleep.
Tomorrow is simply a pick-up day.I am hoping that the pick-up goes smoothly with no messes to clean up.
That was my day today and my hopes for the day ahead.FJ
Monday, October 27, 2008
Tonight,I am feeling alright.But I am still feeling sadness over what has happened.I did manage to have a pretty fair day today.
I woke up around the lunch hour and had a bowl of cold cereal.I also did my personal PC work and after I was finished,I left the house to run a few errands.
Before I did the stuff for my mom,I went to a local restaurant to eat a late lunch.It was a pasta lunch and after eating,I paid for my meal and left the restaurant to finish my errands.
I stoppd at the local bank to withdraw some money for my mom and after dropping the money off,I registered a bill that I was going to use at the Where's George site and went to a local supermarket to buy a few things.
While on the way,I stopped at a gas station to get some gas and I also bought a couple of candy items.I went to the local supermarket to buy the things that my mom needed and I also went to a local drug store to get one more thing.I headed for home after that.
After eating a light dinner,I decided to do some last minute personal PC work and I also registered all the money that I had withdrawn from the bank at the Where's George site and I now feel that my day is completed.
I am now at home relaxing.The weather at the moment is COLD,WINDY & RAINY.I have no place to go,so I am just going to stay home for the evening and relax.
What happened yesterday to my good friend is the talk of the town at the moment.Each and every one in my hometown is talking about it.I did reveal to them that the guy that was killed was a friend of mine and they all gave me their condolences,which made me feel a little bit better,though I am still feeling the sadness.
Tomorrow is a work day.I am hoping that the day will go smoothly.
That was my day today and my hopes for the day ahead.FJ
I woke up around the lunch hour and had a bowl of cold cereal.I also did my personal PC work and after I was finished,I left the house to run a few errands.
Before I did the stuff for my mom,I went to a local restaurant to eat a late lunch.It was a pasta lunch and after eating,I paid for my meal and left the restaurant to finish my errands.
I stoppd at the local bank to withdraw some money for my mom and after dropping the money off,I registered a bill that I was going to use at the Where's George site and went to a local supermarket to buy a few things.
While on the way,I stopped at a gas station to get some gas and I also bought a couple of candy items.I went to the local supermarket to buy the things that my mom needed and I also went to a local drug store to get one more thing.I headed for home after that.
After eating a light dinner,I decided to do some last minute personal PC work and I also registered all the money that I had withdrawn from the bank at the Where's George site and I now feel that my day is completed.
I am now at home relaxing.The weather at the moment is COLD,WINDY & RAINY.I have no place to go,so I am just going to stay home for the evening and relax.
What happened yesterday to my good friend is the talk of the town at the moment.Each and every one in my hometown is talking about it.I did reveal to them that the guy that was killed was a friend of mine and they all gave me their condolences,which made me feel a little bit better,though I am still feeling the sadness.
Tomorrow is a work day.I am hoping that the day will go smoothly.
That was my day today and my hopes for the day ahead.FJ
Sunday, October 26, 2008
Tonight,I am feeling mixed emotions.I received some shocking news today on the TV news in my area today around dinner time.This is affecting my mood tonight.I had a pretty good day today until I heard the news.At the moment,I am feeling really depressed.
This evening,when I got home from running another errand,I was watching the 6:00 pm news and I received some shocking tragic news.An old schoolmate of mine who used to come to the place where I entertain at once in a while was struck and killed by a car early this morning around 1:00 am.He and a friend were leaving a convenience store when a speeding car stuck and killed him and injured the other guy,but didn't stop.It just kept right on going.My friend and schoolmate was pronounced dead at the scene when the paramedics showed up while the guy that was with him is listed in critical but stabile condition at the local hospital.They later found the car that was involved at a local Indian reservation burned out by the owner.But the car's front end showed only minimal damage on the driver's side.The license plates were also missing but they did get the VIN number and they are going to investigate and hope that they catch the person that was involved really soon.I want to see justice brought for that friend of mine and see that guy who hit him get his just desserts for this.That driver could have stopped and see if those guys were alright but they didn't.I hope that they catch that person soon.
The day started out promising.I woke up and ate a light breakfast and I also watched another episode of my copy of the first season of Friday The 13th:The Series.I also did my personal PC work.While doing that,I registered a few more bills at the Where's George site.After finishing,I washed my hair and made my bed.I left to run the errand and I had a small bowl of chili over at a local Wendy's.I was feeling pretty good and I had a feeling of accomplishment that I got everything done.I headed straight home after that.
That was when my mood considerably changed.Upon hearing about the death of that friend of mine,my mood went from gladness to sadness.I ate dinner and I decided to catch up on some much needed last minute personal PC work.Before doing that,I called another friend of mine and I learned that his live in girlfriend was related to that schoolmate of mine and they are hoping to hear when the funeral will be.I am hoping to hear about that soon because I am going to go to it.I rarely attend funerals.I don't like them.But this time,I am going to have to make an exception.I am going to pay my respects and bid hime a sad but fond farewell.
On another note,my night of entertaining the crowd went great.It was yet another great night.I had a blast and there were quite a bit of people there.I had a great time and I was really exhausted when I came home.I did have a pretty decent night's sleep.But after what happened tonight,I am not feeling as good as I was when the day began.I am going to miss him.He used to occasionally come into the place where I entertain and it was always great to see him.Now he's gone and I am feeling mighty down.
Despite that,I am thinking of going out and having a drink anyway and I am hoping to have some great conversations with the guys there tonight.
Right now,I am relaxing.The weather currently is windy and wet.It is also pretty cold outside.We're supposed to get more rain tomorrow and for the first two days of the week.
Tomorrow is my day off.I am hoping that whatever I choose to do will benefit me in a positive way.
That was my weekend and my hopes for the start of the new week ahead.
This evening,when I got home from running another errand,I was watching the 6:00 pm news and I received some shocking tragic news.An old schoolmate of mine who used to come to the place where I entertain at once in a while was struck and killed by a car early this morning around 1:00 am.He and a friend were leaving a convenience store when a speeding car stuck and killed him and injured the other guy,but didn't stop.It just kept right on going.My friend and schoolmate was pronounced dead at the scene when the paramedics showed up while the guy that was with him is listed in critical but stabile condition at the local hospital.They later found the car that was involved at a local Indian reservation burned out by the owner.But the car's front end showed only minimal damage on the driver's side.The license plates were also missing but they did get the VIN number and they are going to investigate and hope that they catch the person that was involved really soon.I want to see justice brought for that friend of mine and see that guy who hit him get his just desserts for this.That driver could have stopped and see if those guys were alright but they didn't.I hope that they catch that person soon.
The day started out promising.I woke up and ate a light breakfast and I also watched another episode of my copy of the first season of Friday The 13th:The Series.I also did my personal PC work.While doing that,I registered a few more bills at the Where's George site.After finishing,I washed my hair and made my bed.I left to run the errand and I had a small bowl of chili over at a local Wendy's.I was feeling pretty good and I had a feeling of accomplishment that I got everything done.I headed straight home after that.
That was when my mood considerably changed.Upon hearing about the death of that friend of mine,my mood went from gladness to sadness.I ate dinner and I decided to catch up on some much needed last minute personal PC work.Before doing that,I called another friend of mine and I learned that his live in girlfriend was related to that schoolmate of mine and they are hoping to hear when the funeral will be.I am hoping to hear about that soon because I am going to go to it.I rarely attend funerals.I don't like them.But this time,I am going to have to make an exception.I am going to pay my respects and bid hime a sad but fond farewell.
On another note,my night of entertaining the crowd went great.It was yet another great night.I had a blast and there were quite a bit of people there.I had a great time and I was really exhausted when I came home.I did have a pretty decent night's sleep.But after what happened tonight,I am not feeling as good as I was when the day began.I am going to miss him.He used to occasionally come into the place where I entertain and it was always great to see him.Now he's gone and I am feeling mighty down.
Despite that,I am thinking of going out and having a drink anyway and I am hoping to have some great conversations with the guys there tonight.
Right now,I am relaxing.The weather currently is windy and wet.It is also pretty cold outside.We're supposed to get more rain tomorrow and for the first two days of the week.
Tomorrow is my day off.I am hoping that whatever I choose to do will benefit me in a positive way.
That was my weekend and my hopes for the start of the new week ahead.
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