Tonight,I am feeling great.I had a wonderful day today.As stated yesterday,I went to the shopping mall where the Buffalo Sabres trio of the 1970's known as the French Connection were signing autographs and it was great to see those guys again.Yes it was.I had a wonderful time waiting in the line to get their autographs and it was well worth the wait.I even had a few great talks with some of teh other fans who were waiting to get their autographs as well.I also got a free ticket to another event there.It is to get FREE pictures of some select athletes from many Western New York sports teams on the 11th of September.I can hardly wait for that.I will be meeting a few current Buffalo Sabres players there that day.It will be totally awesome.I can hardly wait for that.It will at 6:oop.m.on the 11th of September.
Tonight is my night to entertain the crowd at the place where I do sing.I am looking forward to this with of enthusiasm and optimism.I am hoping that the night goes well.Though I rarely,if ever,have an off night,I still hope for things to go well.You never know what might happen.
Tomorow is Sunday.I am hoping to finally get together with that old friend who I have been meaning to do that with.I will be calling him tomorrow afternoon to see if it is going to be.I hope that it will be what it will.It would be great to sit face to face with him talking about a lot of things.
That was my day today and my hoped for day tomorrow.FJ

Tonight,I am feeling okay.I had a pretty tough day today.I had to take over for the normal Friday morning cleaner this morning.I got a couple of hours in this morning and I did my normal job in the afternoon.The laundry pick-up was smooth.No mess to pick up at the pick up place.The rest of the day went by smoothly but I was tired.I am glad that I do not have to do that every time.I am used to resting up in the morning while working to keep myself awake so I can go to work in the afternoon on Fridays.But I am greatful for the extra pay.I am going to need it.
I am glad that the weekend is finally here.I am going to do my usual entertaining the crowd tomorrow night.I am hoping that it goes well.I also have other plans for tomorrow.I am going to a shopping mall where I will be meeting the Buffalo Sabres trio from the 1970's known as The French Connection.I always go somewhere when they sign autographs for their fans and this time,there will be pictures taken as well.That will be neat.I am looking forward to that with a lot of enthusiasm.It will be great to get more autographs.
I also had a talk with an old friend tonight.It was that same friend that I was hoping to get together with last Sunday but he was sick.But we are hoping for this Sunday.I hope that it can happen.I have not seen him in quite a long time.I have talked with him over the phone lots of times.But to see him face to face will be great.
That was my day today and my hoped for day tomorrow.FJ

Tonight,I am feeling mixed emotions.I am feeling mostly anger because I had a very difficult day at work today.The day started out promsing and I had a lot of optimism in me as the day started.
But the day turned difficult after I had a run in with a guy who thought his shit didn't stink.The run in was regarding the social club computer.As I have stated previously,there have been some problems in the past regarding the social club computer regarding people not recording their time down and all sorts of stuff,such as pornographic web addresses appearing in the history even when the person who was on there during the specific time was not even logging on to.This time,a guy recorded his time down but it was not the correct time based on the computer clock and also,he was also on too long.At the social club,the rules state that you must record time on and off and you also have to use the computer clock and not the clock on the wall.Plus,when I made a statement what that guy told me about his being unaware of that rule,I simply and politely informed him that "Ignorance Of The Rules Is No Excuse."He jumped to the wrong conclusions,got really angry and threatened me right in front of a female staffer and even had to nerve to swear an even swearing(i.e.profanity)was against the rules.Apparently,the coordinator talked with him and told him that threats against other members were inappropriate and that he would be suspended for a week the next time he did so.Of course,while that might have worked out well,I am still feeling at edge over it because I was angry at that guy for what he did wrong to me.I am hoping that I feel better tomorrow.I am hoping that a good night sleep will help me out.
Tomorrow is a work day.I am working a full day tomorrow.The normal Friday morning cleaner called in sick and I am taking over for the cleaner.I am hoping that the day goes well.
That was my day today and my hoped for day tomorrow.FJ

Tonight,I am feeling pretty good.I had a pretty good day today.I did my typical laundry pick-up today and it went well.There was no mess today for me clean up and after I picked up,I dropped it off at the work site and sorted out the laundry.I left afterwards.I did not make any stops on the way home except to withdraw some money for my mom and have a light lunch at Burger King.It was nothing special.It was just a Rodeo Cheeseburger and after I finished,I drove home.Before I did that,I stopped at a gas station to get some gas in my tank.
When I got home,I simply finished up my personal computer work.It was a lot to do.But I managed to get it done.
For the rest of the afternoon,I simply took it easy and watched some of the special features on my copy of the special unrated and fully extended edition of Seed Of Chucky.It was great.I saw some stuff on there where they talked about why the movie was made and why they felt it should be made.It was interesting to see all of this stuff and learn something new at the same time.
Later this afternoon,I heard from,via e-mail,the guy who I bought records from on Monday.He told me that he searched high and low for his cell phone but never found it.He also informed me that he bought a new one.I replied thanking him for letting me know and I apologized for his inability to find it.
I attended my support group meeting at the church tonight and it was wonderful as always.Once again,it was wonderful to let go of some emotional baggage and hear the stories of the other men.I am looking forward to next Wednesday night's meeting.I hope that it is as wonderful as the last.
Tomorrow is simply another work day.I hope that the shift goes well for me.
That was my day today and my hoped for day tomorrow.FJ

Tonight,I am feeling okay.I had a pretty smooth work day today.It was just the same old same old.But again,it went smoothly and fast.There was a lot to be picked up today and there was also a lot to drop off.I also had a helping hand today in the form of a man that I used to work with and that made me feel pretty good.Afterwards,I went to buy something for my mom and went home.
When I got in,I got a phone call.It was from the guy that I bought the records from yesterday.Apparently,his cell phone was missing.He asked me if I had taken it accidently.I said that I didn't and that if I did,I would've returned it to him.He said that the reason why that he asked was because he left it in his garage and that he really needed it desperately because of his heart condition.I wished him the best of success in finding it and that I do hope that he does.He said Thanks and hung up.After that,I laid down until dinner.We had a light meal.
I also went and picked up some donuts at a local Dunkin Donuts.We had a spare coupon for buy 6 get 6 free and I thought that I would take advantage of this once again.I am always up for something different regarding desserts rather than have the same old stuff every time.It was not a very eventful day but I did get a lot done.
Tomorrow is simply a pick-up day.After that,I will just relax and take it easy for much of the afternoon.After that,I have my Wednesday night support group meeting at the church and I am hoping that it goes well.
That was my day today and my hoped for day tomorrow.FJ

Tonight,I am feeling okay.I had a not too eventful day day today.I woke up today around 12:30 p.m. and was greeted by the unexpected.My grandnieces and grandnephew came over to spend the afternoon here.Yes they did.I don't mind but I was a little disappointed because I was hoping for a nice quiet afternoon at home but I did not get it.I know that I won't always get the things that I feel I deserve but having them over when they do at times fight a lot especially when they are on the couch and they sometimes unintentionally hurt themselves and make noise.Don't get me wrong,I know that kids are going to be noisy and that they can be unpredictable in their actions but it is really not a good thing to hear kids scream and holler quite a bit.They were here for a few hours and their mother,my niece,picked them up.
While they were over here,I went out for a while.I stopped over a guy's house who was hanging on to some records for me.When I got there,I checked them out and bought them all.They were mostly old fashioned 78's,where some of them still looked like new and unplayed.It is hard to believe that quite a bit of them looked like brand new and that they were also now being cared for in a good caring home.I also had a couple of record albums added to the set.I also went and had a light but late lunch to tie me over until dinner.
When I did get home,I stayed in my room upstairs for the rest of the afternoon.Of course,being up there was not a very good idea though I did need some quiet time and privacy,I wound up relapsing by masturbating again.I am hoping that this does not happen again.I did ask for forgiveness from the creator and he even helped me to forgive myself for that.Still,it did bring me down for a short while and it was devastating to fail.But I am slowly feeling better about this and I am hoping that tomorrow,I will feel much better.
Last night,I did go out for a quick drink.I hung out with some of the guys at the place where I sing and entertain.I did not do any singing.I just hung out for a few minutes and had a quick drink,which was a bottle of non-alcoholic beer.I do take psychiatric medication and that is why I could not have any alcohol in my system so that when I took it,I had nothing to worry about.I did another scan on my computer last night after the anti-virus software caught a virus,which was a Trojan.Dropper virus,in my system.After restarting the computer while having the system recovery turned off,I did the scan and my computer was clean.What a relief.I stopped a virus before it could do any damage to my system.
Tomorrow is a work day.I am hoping that the day goes by well.
That was my day today and my hoped for day tomorrow.

Tonight,I am feeling mixed emotions.I did have a fairly decent day today.I was hoping to get together with that friend that I was talking to on Friday but he wasn't feeling well.Apparently,he went walking for a little over 3 hours and his feet were hurting him.I was disappointed.I was hoping to get together and watch a movie with him that I had told him about.Oh well.But we are hoping that next Sunday will be a better day and that he is hoping that he is feeling better soon.I also hope so.I had high expectations of getting together with him.But I do understand when a person's health isn't teh way they feel it should be because I at times feel the same way myself because I am a human being.But again,we are both hoping that next Sunday will be a better day.For the day,I just ran an errand for my mom and that was it.
Last night,my Elvis Presley tribute was a hit.Each and every one loved my tribute to The King Of Rock & Roll.The night was a huge success and I felt good about what I had accomplished.It was wonderful and it was also fun.Next week,it will be back to normal.I will be doing the dame old type of stuff that I am used to doing.But again,the next tribute will be for George Harrison when the anniversary of his death rolls around alongside the anniversary of the death of John Lennon.That will be 3.4 months away but those will be my next ones.
For the rest of the night,I have not made any plans but Ia m thinking about going out and having a friendly drink.I have not really made up my mind but if I do,I will keep it safe and sane.
That was my day today,my night last night and my hopes for the rest of tonight and tomorrow.FJ