Saturday, September 26, 2009

Tonight,I am still feeling down.I had a pretty fair day today.
First off,when I woke up,I had a quick breakfast and watched a movie for a while.I also had a light lunch,which was a chicken sandwich and I got dressed to pay my mom a visit at the hospital.
I spent a few minutes with her and she told me that she was feeling miserable but hanging in there.After talking with her for the length of time that I had spent with her,I headed for home.
On the way home,I stopped at a local supermarket to pick up a few things that I wanted to buy and I also stopped at a local Dollar Tree store to buy a few more things that I needed.While at the Dollar Tree,I got a phone call from my brother in law that he was having dinner and he invited me over.I went over to his house after dropping off the stuff that I bought.
After eating with my brother in law,we watched a little bit of TV and talked for a bit.After we had the time together,I headed for home,but first,I stopped at my regular drug store to pick up a bottle of Rolaids.
When I got home,I simply turned on the computer to warm it up and while waiting for that,I watched a movie.I have now posted this and I am ready for the night.
I am still feeling depression.I have been feeling this way for quite some time.I have been doing everything in my power to overcome this but it hasn't been working.I have been taking my medication and following orders,but it always seems that I have to do more.I am hoping to be out of this funk really soon.
As for tomorrow,I have made no plans but whatever I do,I hope that it gives me positive benefits.
That was my day today and my hopes for the day ahead.FJ

Friday, September 25, 2009

Tonight,I am still feeling down.I had a pretty fair day today.
The work shift went smoothly.I simply did what I had to do in the alloted time and when I was finished,I simply bagged everything that was clean and dropped it off at the rehab center.I headed for the hospital to pay my mom a visit.
On the way to the hospital,I stopped at my regular bank to cash my paycheck.After doing that,I headed straight for the hospital.
When I got to hospital,I spent nearly 90 minutes with her and I talked with her while she watched a little bit of TV.When my niece came up,I left for home and as I was leaving,I ran into my brother in-law who was also heading for her room.
On the way home,I stopped at Wendy's to have a bowl of chili because I was feeling hungry and I needed some food in my system before calling it a day.After I finished eating,I headed straight home.
When I got home,I watched some of the evening news and after my computer had fully warmed up,I registered all the bills at the Where's George site and I also did some online browsing.I also had a talk with the Drop-In Center tonight and that conversation went well.Overall,a pretty fair day.
I am still feeling depression.I have been feeling this for quite a long time.I was feeling funky for much of the day.It has leveled off a little but I am still feeling depressed.I am just hoping that this passes very soon.I am already at the point where I can't take it anymore.
The only positive thing is that it has had no affect on my struggles with SSA.
Tomorrow is the start of the weekend.I am hoping that it all works out.
That was my day today and my hopes for the day ahead.FJ

Thursday, September 24, 2009

Tonight,I am still feeling down.I had a pretty so-so day today.
The work shift went smoothly.I simply did what I had to do in the allotted time and when I was finished,I simply bagged everything that was clean and I dropped it off at the rehab center.I headed straight home after eating lunch.
Things didn't go too well when I got home.My mother got hurt today when she tripped over a fan that was in the living room.She was in agonizing pain when she did and I had to call my sister who lives in the area to help.We called an ambulance to take her to a hospital so she could get the treatment that she needed.I went to the hospital to check up on her and my sister and niece were there keeping her company. I am hoping that she can get into a room really soon because I do want to go and visit with her.After spending some time at the hospital,I headed straight home.I feel that I need to be here at hoem just in case something happens.
For most of the day,I was waiting for a phone call from my sister on our mom's condition and I did get some answers earlier.She has a clean break in her left shoulder and it will take 6-8 weeks for it to heal.The best part is that it doesn't require surgery.Our mom will be staying in the hospital for a few days and she will also be staying with my sister for 2-3 weeks to be cared for.I am relieved that she doesn't have to go under the knife for this.I am hoping that she will get well.
I also had dinner at my sister's house.My brother in law and I had three hot dogs each for dinner.I didn't do too much personal PC work.I didn't have the time to do that.But I did manage to get a little bit of it done.
I am still feeling depressed.I have been feeling this way for quite some time.I am hoping that this depression passes soon.I have been feeling funky for much of the day.I always feel funky for much of the day and usually,it levels off in the early evening.Again,I am hoping that this depression passes soon.I am already at the point where I am getting sick of this funk.I am also tired of feeling funky during the day.I am taking my medication and I am following the orders of the nurse practitioner but I am still not where I feel that I should be.I am hoping that I am out of this funk real soon.I can't take it anymore.
The only positive thing is that it has had no affect on my struggles with SSA.
Tomorrow is another work day.I am hoping that the shift goes smoothly.
That was my day today and my hopes for the day ahead.FJ

Wednesday, September 23, 2009

Tonight,I am still feeling down.I had a pretty fair day today.
The laundry pick-up went smoothly.I simply picked up a load of laundry at the rehab center and there were no messes to clean up.After dropping off and sorting out the laundry at the work site,I had lunch at work and I headed for home.
On the way home,I stopped at my regular drug store to pick up a prescription that I had filled and I headed straight home after that.
When I got home,I laid down and took a nap for a while because I was feeling tired.I guess that it was the new medication that I take during the day.I have been feeling really drowsy through the day as of late but I am hanging in there.I am hoping that my body gets used to the new medication really soon.It may take a while but I know that it will.I am just hoping that I also get over this funk really soon.I also watched a little bit of TV for a while after my nap.
After eating,I watched the evening news for a while and I also did some more personal PC work.Overall,a pretty fair day.
I am still feeling depression.I have been feeling this way for a long time.I feel funky for much of the day and at this moment,the funk is not going away.It used to be where it would level off in the evening but now,I am still feeling funky.I don't want to feel funky anymore.I want to start feeling good again and also,I yearn to feel like myself again.I want to feel like myself again.I have been taking my medication and I have been doing everything in my power to overcome this depression but I am still feeling funky.If anyone out there can help,including those who also struggles with depression,I want to hear from you.Any help or advice would be appreciated.Thanks.
The only positive thing is that it has had no affect on my SSA struggles.
Tomorrow is a work day.I am hoping that the shift goes well.
That was my day today and my hopes for the day ahead.FJ

Tuesday, September 22, 2009

Tonight,I am still feeling down.Despite that,I had an okay day today.
The work day went smoothly.I simply did what I had to do in the allotted time and I got everything that I needed to get done.I also hung out at the social club for much of the day while waiting for laundry loads to get done.After I was finished,I bagged everything that was clean and I dropped it off at the rehab center.I headed for home afterwards.
On the way home,I stopped at a gas station to get some gas in my tank.I also dropped off a couple of prescriptions at a local drug store.After doing both of these things,I headed straight home.
When I got home,I watched a little bit of TV and I laid down on the sofa because I was feeling tired but not really sleepy.I was feeling down and funky for much of the day even though I did something that I really enjoyed doing.I just didn't feel the joy that I wanted to feel.I helped in making homemade salsa today at the scial club and while I enjoyed doing that,I didn't feel the joy in me.All I felt was the depression.I waa still feeling the depression when I went home today.I don't know what is causing this depression that I am currently feeling and I want to stop feeling this way.
After eating,I watched the evening news for a while and I also did some personal PC work.Overall,a pretty okay day.
As stated,I am still feeling depression.I have been feeling this funk for quite some time.I felt it this morning and this afternoon.I am still feeling funky.I want to feel better and I want to start feeling better soon.I am hoping that I am out of this funk really soon.I don't want to feel this way anymore and I am hoping that the medication that I am currently taking starts to kick in really soon.I am getting sick of waiting for it to kick in.If anoyone out there can help me with any advice,please do so.If there is anyone out there who also struggles with depression can help,I would appreciate that.Thanks.
SO far,the depression that I am struggling with has had no affect on my SSA struggles.
Tomorrow is simply a pick-up day.I am hoping that the pick-up goes well with no messses to clean.
That was my day today and my hopes for the day ahead.FJ

Monday, September 21, 2009

Tonight,I am still feeling down.Despite that,I had a pretty okay but busy day today.
Firstly,when I got up out of bed,I had a quick breakfast and I did some of my personal PC work.I couldn't finish it all because I had an appointment with the nurse practitioner over at the hospital and I also had to take my mom to get some tests done,which was in the same area as the local hospital.But I managed to finish everything when I got home later on.
The session with the nurse practitioner went well.I simply told her how I was feeling and I told her everything that I felt that I had to tell her.She prescribed me with another medication to take during the day and I left.I also heard from my mom that she was finished with everything that she needed to do.Fortunately,where she was in the same area that the hospital was so I didn't have that far to drive.After picking her up,we went to a local supermarket to do some last minute shopping before the month was out.After that,we headed straight home.
When we got home,I helped my mom with the groceries and waited for dinner to get ready.My mom and I were going to eat light tonight.
After eating,I finished my personal PC work and I registered some bills at the Where's George site.I also managed to get a little bit of the evening news in before my mom got a telephone call from our next door neighbor.I also managed to do some video watching while online and that was great.Overall,a pretty okay day.
I am still feeling depression.I have been feeling this way for quite some time.I have been feeling this funk for as long as I can remember.I am hoping that I can get over this funk pretty soon.I am already at the point where I am getting sick of being in it.If anyone can offer any prayers on my behalf,I would greatly appreciate that.Thanks.
The only positive thing is that it has had no affect on my struggles with SSA.
Tomorrow is a work day.I am hoping that the day goes well.
That was my day today and my hopes for the day ahead.FJ

Sunday, September 20, 2009

Tonight,I am still feeling down.Despite that,I had a pretty okay day today.
When I finally got out of bed,I had a quick breakfast and a couple cups of coffee.I also did my personal PC work after eating.
I also managed to get a couple of things accomplished.I managed to get my laundry done and I alao ran a last minute errand for my mom.I had to get her a bottle of pain pills that also help her sleep.She really needed these things and I was glad to have gotten them for her.Though I really didn't feel any gladness due to the depression that I am currently enduring,I was still glad to do her that little favor.After I did these things,I stayed home for the rest of the day.
When I did get home,I relaxed for the rest of the day and I also watched a little bit of TV.It was simply a cartoon show but it was the only thing that was on.After watching the cartoon,I did soem more personal PC work.
After eating,I watched the evening news for a while and I also did some more personal PC work,which was mostly internet browsing and a little bit of e-mail work.Overall,a pretty okay day.
I am still feeling depression.I don't know when I will feel some relief from this.Last night,I tried to watch a comedy flick and it didn't make me laugh.This was also one of my favorite movies and it used to make me laugh before,but this time,it didn't.I am already feeling hopeless.I want to start feeling hopeful again.If anyone can offer up a prayer on my behalf,I would appreciate that.Thanks.
The only thing positive is that it has had no affect on my struggles with SSA.
Tomorrow is my day off.I do have an appointment with the nurse practitioner over at the local hospital and I am hoping that the session goes well.
That was my day today and my hopes for the day ahead.FJ