Tonight,I am still feeling down.Despite that,I had an okay day today.
The work day went smoothly.I simply did what I had to do in the allotted time and I got everything that I needed to get done.I also hung out at the social club for much of the day while waiting for laundry loads to get done.After I was finished,I bagged everything that was clean and I dropped it off at the rehab center.I headed for home afterwards.
On the way home,I stopped at a gas station to get some gas in my tank.I also dropped off a couple of prescriptions at a local drug store.After doing both of these things,I headed straight home.
When I got home,I watched a little bit of TV and I laid down on the sofa because I was feeling tired but not really sleepy.I was feeling down and funky for much of the day even though I did something that I really enjoyed doing.I just didn't feel the joy that I wanted to feel.I helped in making homemade salsa today at the scial club and while I enjoyed doing that,I didn't feel the joy in me.All I felt was the depression.I waa still feeling the depression when I went home today.I don't know what is causing this depression that I am currently feeling and I want to stop feeling this way.
After eating,I watched the evening news for a while and I also did some personal PC work.Overall,a pretty okay day.
As stated,I am still feeling depression.I have been feeling this funk for quite some time.I felt it this morning and this afternoon.I am still feeling funky.I want to feel better and I want to start feeling better soon.I am hoping that I am out of this funk really soon.I don't want to feel this way anymore and I am hoping that the medication that I am currently taking starts to kick in really soon.I am getting sick of waiting for it to kick in.If anoyone out there can help me with any advice,please do so.If there is anyone out there who also struggles with depression can help,I would appreciate that.Thanks.
SO far,the depression that I am struggling with has had no affect on my SSA struggles.
Tomorrow is simply a pick-up day.I am hoping that the pick-up goes well with no messses to clean.
That was my day today and my hopes for the day ahead.FJ