Tonight,I am still feeling down.Despite that,I had a pretty okay day today.
When I finally got out of bed,I had a quick breakfast and a couple cups of coffee.I also did my personal PC work after eating.
I also managed to get a couple of things accomplished.I managed to get my laundry done and I alao ran a last minute errand for my mom.I had to get her a bottle of pain pills that also help her sleep.She really needed these things and I was glad to have gotten them for her.Though I really didn't feel any gladness due to the depression that I am currently enduring,I was still glad to do her that little favor.After I did these things,I stayed home for the rest of the day.
When I did get home,I relaxed for the rest of the day and I also watched a little bit of TV.It was simply a cartoon show but it was the only thing that was on.After watching the cartoon,I did soem more personal PC work.
After eating,I watched the evening news for a while and I also did some more personal PC work,which was mostly internet browsing and a little bit of e-mail work.Overall,a pretty okay day.
I am still feeling depression.I don't know when I will feel some relief from this.Last night,I tried to watch a comedy flick and it didn't make me laugh.This was also one of my favorite movies and it used to make me laugh before,but this time,it didn't.I am already feeling hopeless.I want to start feeling hopeful again.If anyone can offer up a prayer on my behalf,I would appreciate that.Thanks.
The only thing positive is that it has had no affect on my struggles with SSA.
Tomorrow is my day off.I do have an appointment with the nurse practitioner over at the local hospital and I am hoping that the session goes well.
That was my day today and my hopes for the day ahead.FJ