Tonight,my rocky road to recovery continues moving forward.
Today,I woke up in the later morning and had coffee.After coffee,I did a little bit of personal PC work.
Later on,I went out to shovel some snow and apply ice melt to where there was ice.After that,I relaxed for a while and then,I went out to pick up a few things at the local Super Wal-Mart.I headed straight home.
When I got home,I had a light evening meal and I finished my personal PC work.Later on,as it was getting late,I prepared to retire for the evening.A pretty good day overall.
Please continue praying for me as I am still struggling terribly with SSA.I also would appreciate some positive verbal support in the comments section,which can be both spiritually upbuilding and encouraging words.Thanks for your continued support.Thanks also to both my Heavenly Father and his son Jesus Christ.
Tomorrow is church as usual and I hope that the rest of the day goes well.FJ
Saturday, March 03, 2018
Friday, March 02, 2018
Triggers
Tonight,my rocky road to recovery continues moving forward.
Today,I woke up in the early morning and had coffee.After my coffee,I washed up and got dressed quickly.I headed for work.
The work day went well.After it was over,I headed straight home.
When I got home,I relaxed for a bit and did my personal PC work.After that,I ran out to run an errand and I stopped at a local 7-11 to pick up a gallon of milk and a sandwich for dinner,with a pickle.After that,I headed straight home.
When I got home,I changed into pajamas and I ate my sandwich and pickle.After that,I did some more personal PC work.I then watched a few videos on YouTube and when it was time,I prepared to retire for the evening.A very good day overall.
Tonight,I am asking for more prayerful support.I again gave into terrible temptations today.I gave into the temptation to fantasize and lust after men and I masturbated to the images.I felt so terrible after that.It really was a crushing weight on me emotionally.As I said,I'm sick of these terrible temptations.I'm sick of falling into sin by giving into them.I need help.I need people to pray for me.I need people to support me verbally.I need spiritual upbuilding and I also need encouraging words.I still need to know that there are people out there still rooting for me and haven't given up on me.I am human and I'm imperfect.Please pray for me that I stop giving into these terrible temptations.Please offer me any advice on how I can deal with these terrible temptations in the right way.I would really appreciate prayerful and positive verbal support.Please continue praying for me.Please leave me some positive verbal support in the comments section.Thanks for your support.Thanks also to both my Heavenly Father and his son Jesus Christ.
Tomorrow is the start of the weekend.With the exception of church as usual on Sunday,I have nothing planned.But I do hope that whatever I choose to do gives me positive benefits.FJ
Today,I woke up in the early morning and had coffee.After my coffee,I washed up and got dressed quickly.I headed for work.
The work day went well.After it was over,I headed straight home.
When I got home,I relaxed for a bit and did my personal PC work.After that,I ran out to run an errand and I stopped at a local 7-11 to pick up a gallon of milk and a sandwich for dinner,with a pickle.After that,I headed straight home.
When I got home,I changed into pajamas and I ate my sandwich and pickle.After that,I did some more personal PC work.I then watched a few videos on YouTube and when it was time,I prepared to retire for the evening.A very good day overall.
Tonight,I am asking for more prayerful support.I again gave into terrible temptations today.I gave into the temptation to fantasize and lust after men and I masturbated to the images.I felt so terrible after that.It really was a crushing weight on me emotionally.As I said,I'm sick of these terrible temptations.I'm sick of falling into sin by giving into them.I need help.I need people to pray for me.I need people to support me verbally.I need spiritual upbuilding and I also need encouraging words.I still need to know that there are people out there still rooting for me and haven't given up on me.I am human and I'm imperfect.Please pray for me that I stop giving into these terrible temptations.Please offer me any advice on how I can deal with these terrible temptations in the right way.I would really appreciate prayerful and positive verbal support.Please continue praying for me.Please leave me some positive verbal support in the comments section.Thanks for your support.Thanks also to both my Heavenly Father and his son Jesus Christ.
Tomorrow is the start of the weekend.With the exception of church as usual on Sunday,I have nothing planned.But I do hope that whatever I choose to do gives me positive benefits.FJ
Thursday, March 01, 2018
Tonight,my rocky road to recovery continues moving forward.
Today,I woke up in the early morning and had coffee.After my coffee,I got dressed real quickly and headed out for work.
The work day,though a little stressful,went well.After it was over,I headed straight home.
When I got home,I relaxed for a while and after that,I headed out for a free dinner at a local church,which was wonderful.After it was over,I got gas at a local gas station and picked up a couple of prescriptions at the drug store.I headed straight home after that.
When I got home,I showered quickly and changed into pajamas.I quickly did my personal PC work.I also did some browsing online and as it was getting late,I prepared for my evening retirement.A very good,though a little stressful,day overall.
Fellow blog followers and readers,I am still in need of prayerful support from all of you.I am still struggling terribly with SSA and it's been very overwhelming.I really need all the prayerful support that I can get.I also need some positive verbal support from all of you.Yes,I seriously need some spiritual upbuilding and encouraging words from all of you.I still need to know that there are people who are still behind me all the way and haven't given up on me,even though I still feel like a complete basket case as a result of my recent falling into sin and terrible temptations.Please continue praying for me and please leave me some positive verbal support in the comments section.Thanks to y'all in advance for your support.Thanks also to both my Heavenly Father and his son Jesus Christ.
Tomorrow is another work day.I hope that all goes well.After that,it's the weekend.FJ
Today,I woke up in the early morning and had coffee.After my coffee,I got dressed real quickly and headed out for work.
The work day,though a little stressful,went well.After it was over,I headed straight home.
When I got home,I relaxed for a while and after that,I headed out for a free dinner at a local church,which was wonderful.After it was over,I got gas at a local gas station and picked up a couple of prescriptions at the drug store.I headed straight home after that.
When I got home,I showered quickly and changed into pajamas.I quickly did my personal PC work.I also did some browsing online and as it was getting late,I prepared for my evening retirement.A very good,though a little stressful,day overall.
Fellow blog followers and readers,I am still in need of prayerful support from all of you.I am still struggling terribly with SSA and it's been very overwhelming.I really need all the prayerful support that I can get.I also need some positive verbal support from all of you.Yes,I seriously need some spiritual upbuilding and encouraging words from all of you.I still need to know that there are people who are still behind me all the way and haven't given up on me,even though I still feel like a complete basket case as a result of my recent falling into sin and terrible temptations.Please continue praying for me and please leave me some positive verbal support in the comments section.Thanks to y'all in advance for your support.Thanks also to both my Heavenly Father and his son Jesus Christ.
Tomorrow is another work day.I hope that all goes well.After that,it's the weekend.FJ
Wednesday, February 28, 2018
Tonight,my rocky road to recovery continues moving forward.
Today,I woke up in the morning and had coffee.After my coffee,I washed up real quickly and got dressed.I headed for work.
The work day went well.After it was over,I headed straight home.
When I got home,I relaxed for a while as I was tired from my work day,though it did go well.I relaxed and checked up on a few e-mail messages.
I later had a light evening meal.I also did my personal PC work.I also showered to clean up and did more personal PC work before preparing for my evening retirement.A very good day overall.
Please continue to keep me in your prayers.I need prayers right now as I'm still struggling terribly with SSA right now.I also would appreciate some positive verbal support,in the forms of spiritual upbuilding and encouraging words,in the comments section.Thanks to all of you for your support.Thanks also to both my Heavenly Father and his son Jesus Christ.
Tomorrow is a work day and I hope that all goes well.FJ
Today,I woke up in the morning and had coffee.After my coffee,I washed up real quickly and got dressed.I headed for work.
The work day went well.After it was over,I headed straight home.
When I got home,I relaxed for a while as I was tired from my work day,though it did go well.I relaxed and checked up on a few e-mail messages.
I later had a light evening meal.I also did my personal PC work.I also showered to clean up and did more personal PC work before preparing for my evening retirement.A very good day overall.
Please continue to keep me in your prayers.I need prayers right now as I'm still struggling terribly with SSA right now.I also would appreciate some positive verbal support,in the forms of spiritual upbuilding and encouraging words,in the comments section.Thanks to all of you for your support.Thanks also to both my Heavenly Father and his son Jesus Christ.
Tomorrow is a work day and I hope that all goes well.FJ
Tuesday, February 27, 2018
Tonight,my rocky road to recovery continues moving forward.
Today,I woke up in the early morning and had my usual coffee.After my coffee,I washed up real quickly and got dressed.I headed for work.
The work day was a little hectic and crazy.After it was all over,which made me happy,I headed straight home.
When I got home,I relaxed and took it easy for a while.I was tired not just from working,but also from a lack of sleep the previous night.I was glad to finally be home and rest up.
Later on in the evening,I had a light evening meal and I did my personal PC work.After that,I relaxed until it was time for me to prepare to retire for the evening.A very hectic,crazy and stressful day overall.
I am feeling a little tired from the lack of sleep the previous night and I need prayers.Please continue praying for me.Please leave me some spiritual upbuilding posts and encouraging words in the comments section.I need both of these things because I am feeling really low right now.I need all the prayerful and spiritually upbuilding and encouraging posts in the comments section.I really need to know if y'all still support me and that none of you have given up on me.Please continue praying for me.Please leave me spiritually upbuilding and encouraging words in the comments section.Thanks to all of you.Thanks also to both my Heavenly Father and his son Jesus Christ.
Tomorrow is a work day and I hope that all goes well.FJ
Today,I woke up in the early morning and had my usual coffee.After my coffee,I washed up real quickly and got dressed.I headed for work.
The work day was a little hectic and crazy.After it was all over,which made me happy,I headed straight home.
When I got home,I relaxed and took it easy for a while.I was tired not just from working,but also from a lack of sleep the previous night.I was glad to finally be home and rest up.
Later on in the evening,I had a light evening meal and I did my personal PC work.After that,I relaxed until it was time for me to prepare to retire for the evening.A very hectic,crazy and stressful day overall.
I am feeling a little tired from the lack of sleep the previous night and I need prayers.Please continue praying for me.Please leave me some spiritual upbuilding posts and encouraging words in the comments section.I need both of these things because I am feeling really low right now.I need all the prayerful and spiritually upbuilding and encouraging posts in the comments section.I really need to know if y'all still support me and that none of you have given up on me.Please continue praying for me.Please leave me spiritually upbuilding and encouraging words in the comments section.Thanks to all of you.Thanks also to both my Heavenly Father and his son Jesus Christ.
Tomorrow is a work day and I hope that all goes well.FJ
Monday, February 26, 2018
Tonight,my rocky road to recovery continues moving forward.
Today,I woke up in the early to mid morning and had coffee.After that,I did my personal PC work quickly and after that was done,I showered quickly and shaved.I then got dressed to get ready for my therapist's appointment.When it was close to the time for me to go,I headed for my therapist's office.
The meeting with my therapist went well.After it was over,I headed straight home.
When I got home,I relaxed for a while and did some more personal PC work.After that,I went to a local 7-11 to buy a small sandwich for dinner as I really wasn't too hungry.I headed straight home.
When I got home,I ate my sandwich meal and did some more personal PC work.As it was getting late,I prepared for my evening retirement.A very good day overall.
While sleeping last night and into the morning,I had a really strange,but scary,dream.I dreamed that I was all alone in my house and the phone was ringing.I answered and these voices came at me through the phone saying things so fast and what they said didn't sound too nice,but nasty and negative.I kept shouting into the phone for them to leave me alone and I even pushed the hang-up button,but the voices wouldn't let me disconnect.I then started hearing loud voices around me shouting and saying things,which I couldn't understand.I was starting to go crazy and messed-up emotionally that I shouted for them to "STOP!!!" and that woke me up out of a deep sleep at almost 9:00am in the morning.I then got up and said to myself "Wow! What a strange and scary dream." I then got off the bed and started the day.I am hoping that I never have a dream like this ever again.Plus,it also made the SSA that I have skyrocket and I gave into those terrible temptations again.I felt really terrible after this.
I need all the prayerful support that I can get.Please continue praying for me.I need prayers as I'm still struggling terribly right now.Yes,I need everybody out there who are Christians to pray for me.Please pray that I overcome these terrible struggles and temptations,which are coming at me on all sides.I also would appreciate some spiritual upbuilding by being shared Holy Bible scriptures and also encouraging words in the comments section.Thanks to y'all and Thanks also to both my Heavenly Father and his son Jesus Christ.
Tomorrow is back to work for me.I hope that all goes well for me tomorrow.FJ
Today,I woke up in the early to mid morning and had coffee.After that,I did my personal PC work quickly and after that was done,I showered quickly and shaved.I then got dressed to get ready for my therapist's appointment.When it was close to the time for me to go,I headed for my therapist's office.
The meeting with my therapist went well.After it was over,I headed straight home.
When I got home,I relaxed for a while and did some more personal PC work.After that,I went to a local 7-11 to buy a small sandwich for dinner as I really wasn't too hungry.I headed straight home.
When I got home,I ate my sandwich meal and did some more personal PC work.As it was getting late,I prepared for my evening retirement.A very good day overall.
While sleeping last night and into the morning,I had a really strange,but scary,dream.I dreamed that I was all alone in my house and the phone was ringing.I answered and these voices came at me through the phone saying things so fast and what they said didn't sound too nice,but nasty and negative.I kept shouting into the phone for them to leave me alone and I even pushed the hang-up button,but the voices wouldn't let me disconnect.I then started hearing loud voices around me shouting and saying things,which I couldn't understand.I was starting to go crazy and messed-up emotionally that I shouted for them to "STOP!!!" and that woke me up out of a deep sleep at almost 9:00am in the morning.I then got up and said to myself "Wow! What a strange and scary dream." I then got off the bed and started the day.I am hoping that I never have a dream like this ever again.Plus,it also made the SSA that I have skyrocket and I gave into those terrible temptations again.I felt really terrible after this.
I need all the prayerful support that I can get.Please continue praying for me.I need prayers as I'm still struggling terribly right now.Yes,I need everybody out there who are Christians to pray for me.Please pray that I overcome these terrible struggles and temptations,which are coming at me on all sides.I also would appreciate some spiritual upbuilding by being shared Holy Bible scriptures and also encouraging words in the comments section.Thanks to y'all and Thanks also to both my Heavenly Father and his son Jesus Christ.
Tomorrow is back to work for me.I hope that all goes well for me tomorrow.FJ
Sunday, February 25, 2018
Tonight,my rocky road to recovery continues moving onward.
Today,I woke up in the morning and had coffee.After that,I washed up and shaved real quickly.I got dressed up in a suit and headed for church for both the morning's Holy Bible study class and the worship service afterwards.
Both the class and the worship service were wonderful.After some wonderful fellowship with my fellow congregants,I went to McDonald's for a quick lunch and headed straight home after that.
When I got home,I got out of my suit and into casual clothes.I quickly did my personal PC work.After that,I went out for a few slices of pizza.After getting some gas at a local gas station,I headed straight home.
When I got home,I relaxed and did a little bit more personal PC work.I then jumped into the shower to clean up while my meal was heating up in the oven.After I finished showering,I ate my light evening meal and did some more personal PC work.I later prepared for my evening retirement.A wonderful and eventful day overall.
To all my fellow blog followers and readers,please continue praying for me.I'm still struggling terribly with SSA and I need all the prayerful support that I can get.Yes,I really need prayerful support.I am struggling terribly with SSA and I don't know where ti turn nor who to talk to.I am appealing to any of my followers and readers who are Christians.Please continue praying for me.I also would appreciate some positive verbal support,in the forms of spiritual upbuilding from the Holy Bible and encouraging words,in the comments section.I also really need that type of support as well.Thanks for your continued support.Thanks also to both my Heavenly Father and his son Jesus Christ.
Tomorrow is a paid sick day from work for me as I have an appointment with my therapist.I am hoping that my session with my therapist goes well.FJ
Today,I woke up in the morning and had coffee.After that,I washed up and shaved real quickly.I got dressed up in a suit and headed for church for both the morning's Holy Bible study class and the worship service afterwards.
Both the class and the worship service were wonderful.After some wonderful fellowship with my fellow congregants,I went to McDonald's for a quick lunch and headed straight home after that.
When I got home,I got out of my suit and into casual clothes.I quickly did my personal PC work.After that,I went out for a few slices of pizza.After getting some gas at a local gas station,I headed straight home.
When I got home,I relaxed and did a little bit more personal PC work.I then jumped into the shower to clean up while my meal was heating up in the oven.After I finished showering,I ate my light evening meal and did some more personal PC work.I later prepared for my evening retirement.A wonderful and eventful day overall.
To all my fellow blog followers and readers,please continue praying for me.I'm still struggling terribly with SSA and I need all the prayerful support that I can get.Yes,I really need prayerful support.I am struggling terribly with SSA and I don't know where ti turn nor who to talk to.I am appealing to any of my followers and readers who are Christians.Please continue praying for me.I also would appreciate some positive verbal support,in the forms of spiritual upbuilding from the Holy Bible and encouraging words,in the comments section.I also really need that type of support as well.Thanks for your continued support.Thanks also to both my Heavenly Father and his son Jesus Christ.
Tomorrow is a paid sick day from work for me as I have an appointment with my therapist.I am hoping that my session with my therapist goes well.FJ
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