Triggers

Tonight,my rocky road to recovery continues moving forward.

Today,I woke up in the early morning and had coffee.After my coffee,I washed up and got dressed quickly.I headed for work.

The work day went well.After it was over,I headed straight home.

When I got home,I relaxed for a bit and did my personal PC work.After that,I ran out to run an errand and I stopped at a local 7-11 to pick up a gallon of milk and a sandwich for dinner,with a pickle.After that,I headed straight home.

When I got home,I changed into pajamas and I ate my sandwich and pickle.After that,I did some more personal PC work.I then watched a few videos on YouTube and when it was time,I prepared to retire for the evening.A very good day overall.

Tonight,I am asking for more prayerful support.I again gave into terrible temptations today.I gave into the temptation to fantasize and lust after men and I masturbated to the images.I felt so terrible after that.It really was a crushing weight on me emotionally.As I said,I'm sick of these terrible temptations.I'm sick of falling into sin by giving into them.I need help.I need people to pray for me.I need people to support me verbally.I need spiritual upbuilding and I also need encouraging words.I still need to know that there are people out there still rooting for me and haven't given up on me.I am human and I'm imperfect.Please pray for me that I stop giving into these terrible temptations.Please offer me any advice on how I can deal with these terrible temptations in the right way.I would really appreciate prayerful and positive verbal support.Please continue praying for me.Please leave me some positive verbal support in the comments section.Thanks for your support.Thanks also to both my Heavenly Father and his son Jesus Christ.

Tomorrow is the start of the weekend.With the exception of church as usual on Sunday,I have nothing planned.But I do hope that whatever I choose to do gives me positive benefits.FJ