Tonight,my rocky road to recovery continues moving forward.

Today,I woke up in the early to mid morning and had coffee.After that,I did my personal PC work quickly and after that was done,I showered quickly and shaved.I then got dressed to get ready for my therapist's appointment.When it was close to the time for me to go,I headed for my therapist's office.

The meeting with my therapist went well.After it was over,I headed straight home.

When I got home,I relaxed for a while and did some more personal PC work.After that,I went to a local 7-11 to buy a small sandwich for dinner as I really wasn't too hungry.I headed straight home.

When I got home,I ate my sandwich meal and did some more personal PC work.As it was getting late,I prepared for my evening retirement.A very good day overall.

While sleeping last night and into the morning,I had a really strange,but scary,dream.I dreamed that I was all alone in my house and the phone was ringing.I answered and these voices came at me through the phone saying things so fast and what they said didn't sound too nice,but nasty and negative.I kept shouting into the phone for them to leave me alone and I even pushed the hang-up button,but the voices wouldn't let me disconnect.I then started hearing loud voices around me shouting and saying things,which I couldn't understand.I was starting to go crazy and messed-up emotionally that I shouted for them to "STOP!!!" and that woke me up out of a deep sleep at almost 9:00am in the morning.I then got up and said to myself "Wow! What a strange and scary dream." I then got off the bed and started the day.I am hoping that I never have a dream like this ever again.Plus,it also made the SSA that I have skyrocket and I gave into those terrible temptations again.I felt really terrible after this.

I need all the prayerful support that I can get.Please continue praying for me.I need prayers as I'm still struggling terribly right now.Yes,I need everybody out there who are Christians to pray for me.Please pray that I overcome these terrible struggles and temptations,which are coming at me on all sides.I also would appreciate some spiritual upbuilding by being shared Holy Bible scriptures and also encouraging words in the comments section.Thanks to y'all and Thanks also to both my Heavenly Father and his son Jesus Christ.

Tomorrow is back to work for me.I hope that all goes well for me tomorrow.FJ