Tonight,my rocky road to recovery continues moving forward.I had a pretty good,but not too eventful,day today.
Today,I woke up in the mid morning and I had my usual 2 cups of coffee.After my coffee,I decided to hold off on showering and had my usual quick breakfast.After breakfast,I did some checking up online and reduced my e-mail load and when I was done with that,I showered.After my shower,I quickly did my personal PC work and I relaxed for a bit while listening to some music.
A little later in the day,I headed out to the local Super Wal-Mart and I picked up something light for dinner.After paying for that,I headed straight home.
When I got home,I put what I was going to eat for dinner away and I did some more personal PC work.I then decided to heat up what I was going to eat for dinner in the microwave and I ate it.After that,I relaxed a little bit more and listened to a little more music.I also watched a DVD that I popped into the DVD player and later on,I did a little bit more personal PC and after that,I prepared to retire for the evening.Overall,a pretty good,but not too eventful day.I also managed to get some recommended Holy Bible reading done as well.
While my rocky road to recovery continues moving forward,I am still in my daily struggles against BPD/Schizophrenia and SSA,which is the most difficult of the two for me.Today,after several days of not being tempted,I gave into temptation by manipulating my genitals to sexual images of men clouding my mind,which led me to give into the subsequent temptation to fantasize and lust after these sexual images.Fortunately,I managed to stop myself before it went too far and I immediately went to my Heavenly Father and asked him to forgive me in the name of his son Jesus Christ.I prayed hard and left nothing out as I prayed.I confessed everything to my Heavenly Father in the name of his son Jesus Christ.When I was finished praying,I knew that I was truly forgiven and I went on with the rest of the day.Fellow blog followers and readers,please continue to keep me in your prayers and also,please don't forget to leave me some positive verbal support in the comments section.My blog gets many visitors and/or curiosity seekers,but comments are rarely left in the comments section.I need both prayerful and positive verbal support daily and often.I need to be reaffirmed and reassured that I am not alone in this struggle.Please continue your prayers for me and again,please don't forget to leave me some positive verbal support in the comments section.Thanks in advance to all of you for your continued prayerful and positive verbal support.Thanks also to both my Heavenly Father and his son Jesus Christ for everything that they do and provide.
As for tomorrow,with the exception of having a visit with a minister,I have nothing else planned.But I hope that whatever I choose to do gives me positive benefits.
That was my day today and my hopes and plans for the day ahead.FJ