Tonight,I am feeling pretty good.I had a very good day today.I was out and about the town today.I had some places that I had to go.First,I went to a gas station to get some gas and I went to a local supermarket to pick up a couple packs of shredded pizza cheese.After those things,I bought a couple slices of pizza for lunch and I went to K-Mart to exchange a bottle of Melatonin that I biought yesterday.I bought the wrong bottle and I went to return it to get another kind.I also managed to buy myself a new calendar while at K-Mart.Though the weather was cold and really windy,I didn't let it get me down.Not only that,I also failed in getting what I really wanted to get,which was a Buffalo Sabres calendar.But when I got home and went online,I found that a seller on Ebay that had a brand new Buffalo Sabres calendar was up for sale.I bought it right away.It was a seller out of Buffalo.I know that it won't be mailed out until Tuesday due to Monday being a holiday,I will be eagerly awaiting it.Overal,a very good day.
When I did get home,I had pizza for dinner.It was simply a frozen pizza with all the trimmings added on before heating it up,which were mushrooms,black olives and extra cheese and pepperoni.It was great.It also tasted very good.After dinner,I finished my personal computer work and as stated above,I bought the calendar.Again,I am eagerly awaiting this and I am hoping to have it on my wall soon.
My night of entertaining the crowd went great.It was a wonderful night and the crowd actually enjoyed the songs that I selected and it really made me feel great.I am looking forward to next Saturday night.I am hoping that it will be as wonderful as last night.
I am now relaxing.The weather is now calm.The winds have died down and it looks like that it will not be windy tonight.Regarding what I might do before the night is through,I might go out and have a drink or two with a few of the guys at the place where I entertain and I am hoping to have some pretty good conversations with the guys who I hope will be there when I get there.
Tomorrow is a holiday,There will be no anger management/conflict resolution group tomorrow night as a result of the holiday.But I will still have my support group meeting at the church on Tuesday night.
Earlier this morning,I relapsed by masturbating.Yes I did.Though I felt miserable,I did ask the creator for forgiveness and I felt better.The day that I had today actually made me forget all about the relapse.I am hoping that I can truly beat this habit and successfully overcome it.
That was my day today,my night last night and my hopes for the rest of the night and the day ahead.FJ