Tonight,I am feeling okay.I had a pretty smooth work shift today.Plus,lunch time was fun.I had some pretty good talks with a few of the people at the social club today while eating my lunch.When I finished,I simply went back to the basement to finish what I started.I simply bagged the clean laundry and dropped it off at the drug/alcohol rehab center and headed for home.
While on the way home,I stopped at a nearby supermarket to pick up a few more things.It was nothing much.It was simply a couple of food items that my mom needed.
When I did get home,I took it easy for a while by lying down on my bed.I was a little tired and I thought that if I laid down,I'd feel better.I didn't sleep but I did lay down to read and listen to a little bit of music.While I was laying down,I almost gave into temptation.My mind was all of a suddenly clouded by the old images and thought patterns from my past.I was playing with myself but I did stop it.Fortunately,it did not lead to masturbation.But I had to stop myself before it did.I do not want to masturbate.I want to stop this.I am hoping that I can.
I am now relaxing.I am also anticipating the next day.I am hoping that the day goes by well.
Regarding this afternoon,the package from Canada that I was expecting did not come as of yet.If I do not get it by tomorrow.I am going to have to e-mail the guy and see what the problem could be.But I am hoping that I receive it tomorrow.
Tomorrow is another work day.I am hoping that the shift goes by well.After that,it is the weekend.I am hoping that the weekend will go well.
That was my day today and my hopes for tomorrow and the weekend.FJ