Tonight,my rocky road to recovery continues moving forward.I had a pretty fairly decent day today.
Today,I woke up in the mid morning and I had my usual 2 cups of coffee.After that,I showered quickly and when I was finished,I had my usual quick breakfast.After that,I did half of my personal PC work.I got dressed to proceed with the rest of the day.
I had only one thing on my agenda for today.I had an appointment with my therapist today at the local hospital and I had to make sure that I was on time for it.
The session with my therapist went well.After it was over,I headed for home.
On the way home,I stopped at a nearby gas station to get some much needed gas.After that,I had a light lunch at a local pizzeria.After that,I picked up my prescription refill at the drug store and when that was done,I headed straight home.
When I got home,I put my prescription refill away and I finished my personal PC work.After that,I prepared my evening meal.
After eating,I watched some TV and I did some more personal PC work.I also started to prepare for my evening retirement.Overall,a pretty fairly decent day.I also managed to get some recommended Holy Bible reading done as well.
Tonight,though I am feeling a little bit better,I am still in a very dark place emotionally and I don't know when it will lift.I am still feeling some very negative emotions,such as depression and sadness.I am hoping to feel better after the 2nd anniversary of my mom's death passes.Today,upon arising,I gave into the temptation to manipulate my genitals as sexual images of men clouded my mind,which led to fantasizing and lusting after the images that were clouding my mind.I managed to stop myself before it went too far and I immediately asked my Heavenly Father to forgive me for sinning against him and his perfect law in the name of his son Jesus Christ.I pleaded for my Heavenly Father's mercy and when I was finished,I felt better as I knew and truly believed that I was forgiven.I am hoping to be back on track emotionally by the start of next week.Fellow blog followers and readers,please continue to pray for me as I am still going through a very dark period emotionally.Please also leave some positive verbal support in the comments section.I still need both your prayerful and positive verbal support daily and often,especially since I am going through a very dark depression right now.Please continue praying for me and also,please don't forget to leave me some positive verbal support in the comments section.Thanks in advance to all of you for your continued prayerful and positive verbal support.Thanks also to both my Heavenly Father and his son Jesus Christ for everything that they do and provide.
As for tomorrow,I haven't made any plans.But I hope that whatever I choose to do gives me positive benefits.
That was my day today and my hopes for the day ahead.FJ