Tonight,my rocky road to recovery continues moving forward.I had a pretty good day today.
Today,I woke up in the mid morning and I had my usual 2 cups of coffee.After my coffee,I washed my hair and face over the sink,alongside shaving.After that,I head my usual quick breakfast.After breakfast,I got dressed and decided to go to the bank to cash my state income tax refund check,only my bank told me that I would have to wait a day to claim the funds.After I withdrew a little bit of money,I headed straight home.
When I got home,I quickly did my personal PC work and also relaxed for much of the afternoon.I listened to some music while relaxing in the afternoon.Later on,I went back out to pick up some take-out food for dinner.
After eating my take out food,I did some more personal PC work and again relaxed while listening to some music.Later on,as it was getting late,I decided to prepare for my evening retirement.Overall,a pretty good day.I also managed to get some recommended Holy Bible reading done as well.
My rocky road to recovery continues moving forward.I am still in my daily struggles against BPD/Schizophrenia and SSA,which is the most difficult of the two for me.Today,though it is,I wasn't tempted in any way,shape or form to act out.I went through the day and nothing happened.Though I escaped today unscathed,there is still tomorrow and the days after tomorrow.Satan and his minions are out there and they can and will try to get me to break my Heavenly Father's perfect laws,including,but not limited to,the laws regarding sexuality.They will try to get me to act out on the unnatural sexual desires that I have and I can't let that happen.I have to show them,with the help of my Heavenly Father and his son Jesus Christ,that I am stronger than they are.Fellow blog followers and readers,please continue to keep me in your prayers.I also would appreciate some positive verbal support in the comments section.I still need your support daily and often.I need to be continuously reaffirmed and reassured that I am not alone in this particular struggle.Please continue to pray for me.I also would appreciate some positive verbal support in the comments section.Thanks in advance to y'all for your continued prayerful and positive verbal support.Thanks also to both my Heavenly Father and his son Jesus Christ.
As for tomorrow,with the exception of my groups and a Lenten dinner in my church's fellowship hall,I have nothing planned.But I hope that whatever I choose to do gives me positive benefits.
That was my day today and my hopes and plans for the day ahead.FJ