Tonight,I check in feeling really good.I had a wonderful meeting tonight with my group at the church and that really made the night.I told the men about what had hapend to me yesterday and it was great to share this woth them.It made me feel better to talk about it with them.It was wonderful.The men in the group are a really swell bunch.It is great that I found out about them.I have been going to every meeting and every meeting has been doing me a lot of good.I am going to continue going to those meetings.I have been getting an awful lot of them.Ever since I have been going,I have not been losing it lately.I mean,what happened yesterday made me angry but I did not lose my temper nor did I shout curses at the sky like I have done previously in the past.I guess going to that group has been helping me.Yes it has.I have not been at edge as much lately nor have I lost my temper as of late.I feel a great sense of accomplishment coming over me.WOW!It seems like only yesterday that I was a guy who always was at edge and was ready to explode when somebody said the wrong thing or when something happens that should not have happened.But I am still keeping on guard because I could fall short anytime when I least expect it.But still,I feel that I have accomplished something.
Tomorrow is yet another work day.I am hoping that all goes well tomorrow and the rest of the week.If nothing negative happens during the rest of the week,I will really feel good.Yes I will.
That was my night.FJ