Tonight,I am feeling okay but a little drained and tired.I had a pretty fair day today.I learned that one of the dryers at work was not working right.It wasn't drying like it should.I learned this today when I was trying to get a load of linens dry.I simply had to switch the dryers.I had to get the linens dry.Now,we are down to only one dryer and using only one washer until the other dryer can be repaired,which I hope will be soon.I hate it that we have only one dryer to work with.For most of the past two weeks,I thought that it was just because the normal Monday and Wednesday afternoon worker wasn't doing his job right.Now,I see that I was wrong to judge the man and I am hoping that I will be forgiven for what I did.It was wrong for me to judge the man.Again,I am hoping for forgiveness and I am hoping that the dryer gets fixed soon.Again,I hate it that only one dryer is working.
I also relapsed again.I masturbated while trying to take a nap this afternoon.I did ask for forgiveness and the roots of that relapse was that I judged another man and I was wrong in my judgement.Again,I am hoping that I can be forgiven and that I can feel better.
As for the rest of the night,I am hoping that I can get some sleep.I did manage to get an almost full night but I did lack a couple of hours.I am hoping to get a full night of sleep.I have been drained and feeling tired as of late due to all the stress of my job and feeling frustrated because of the dryer complications and all the loads that were not getting dry due to the problems and the other co-workers lack of not fulfilling their responsibilities in informing the job coaches and other staff about the dryer not working the way it should.I am hoping that this dryer situation can be resolved soon and we can have two working dryers again.
Tomorrow is simply a work day.I am hoping that the shift goes smoothly.
That was my day today and my hopes for the day ahead.FJ