Tonight,my rocky road to recovery continues moving forward.I had a very good day today.
Today,I woke up in the mid morning and I had my usual 2 cups of coffee.After my coffee,I showered quickly and when I was finished showering,I had my usual quick breakfast.After breakfast,I did my personal PC work and I got dressed to proceed with the rest of the day as I had a few things on my agenda for today.
I decided to take a trip to a shopping mall in the next county.I walked around for a while and I made a payment at the Sears store that was there.After that,I went to the food court to have myself an egg roll from a Chinese take out place.After that,I went into an f.y.e store and bought a classic movie on DVD.After that,I headed over to the Best Buy in the area and I paid another bill.After that,I headed for home.
On the way home,I stopped at a local supermarket when I arrived back in my hometown.I bought a can of soup for dinner and after that,I headed over to a local McDonald's for an Egg Nog shake.After paying for it,I headed straight home.
When I got home,I heated up the can of soup and while it was heating up,I made a sandwich.I ate my meal while watching a classic TV episode on a DVD set that I have.After that,I did some more personal PC work.Later on,I started to prepare for my evening retirement.Overall,a very good day.I also managed to get some recommended Holy Bible reading done as well.
My rocky road to recovery continues moving forward.I am still in my daily struggles against BPD/Schizophrenia and SSA,which is the most difficult of the two for me.Today,though it is,I wasn't tempted in any way,shape or form today.I guess that by staying busy and keeping my mind on the things that I needed to do kept my mind off of anything sexual.No sexual images of men clouded my mind nor did any temptations to fantasize and lust hit me.Though I escaped today,there is still tomorrow and the days after tomorrow.Satan and his minions can strike when least expected and I still need to stay on guard and be watchful.Fellow blog followers and readers,please continue to keep me in your prayers and also,please don't forget to leave me some positive verbal support in the comment section.I am still in need of both your prayerful and positive verbal support daily and often.Your support helps keep me going.It also makes me more determined to continue in my goals to overcome this terrible SSA.I am also still looking forward to meeting with my new therapist this coming Tuesday and I am still need prayers for that as well,in hopes that this big step will work for me in the long run.Please continue to pray for me.I also would still appreciate some positive verbal support in the comments section.Thanks in advance to all of you for your continued prayerful and positive verbal support.Thanks also to both my Heavenly Father and his son Jesus Christ for everything that they do and provide.
As for tomorrow,with the exception of church as usual in the morning and a movie in the early afternoon,I have nothing planned.But I hope that whatever I choose to do gives me positive benefits.
That was my day today and my hopes and plans for the day ahead.FJ