Tonight,my rocky road to recovery continues moving forward.I had a pretty good day today.
Today,I woke up in the early to mid morning and I had my usual 2 cups of coffee.After my coffee,I went out to shovel the sidewalk for the mail people.After that was done,I showered quickly and when I was finished,I had my usual quick breakfast.After breakfast,I quickly did my personal PC work and I relaxed for much of the day while enjoying some music.
Today,I didn't do too much,but simply relax and take it easy.My area was under a Wind Chill Warning that will end at 12:00pm tomorrow.When the weekend comes,we will under a Wind Chill that will start early Sunday morning and will end at 9:00am the following Monday.It was really a cold day today and I also went outside to do a little bit more shoveling around the house and later on,as it was getting dark,I decided to head over to a local church for a free dinner and after I had my fill of food there,I went to get some gas at a local gas station to make sure that my car's gas tank had enough gas in it overnight so my car won't stall tomorrow morning when I have to start it tomorrow to head for the Recovery place that I now go to for my therapeutic needs.I am hoping that I can get there tomorrow without any driving complications caused by the Winter weather patterns that we have been having.After getting the gas,I headed straight home.
When I got home,I changed from my casual clothes into pajamas and I did some more personal PC work while listening to some more music.After that was done,I relaxed for the rest of the evening as I prepared for my evening retirement.Overall,a pretty good day.I also managed to get some recommended Holy Bible reading done as well.
My rocky road to recovery continues moving forward.I am still in my daily struggles against BPD/Schizophrenia and SSA,which is the most difficult of the two for me.Today,though it is,I went through the whole day without any temptations of any kind.I wasn't tempted today to do anything in a sexual way in regards to SSA.Though I escaped today,there is still tomorrow and the days after tomorrow.Satan and his minions are still out there.They will try to get a person,such as myself,into acting out on the unnatural sexual desires that are connected with the SSA struggle.I can't let them have what they want.I have to show them that the unnatural sexual desires that I have don't own me,but I own them.Fellow blog followers and readers,please continue to keep me in your prayers.I also would appreciate some positive verbal support in the comments section.I still need both your prayerful and positive verbal support daily and often.I need to be constantly reaffirmed and reassured that I am not all alone in this particular struggle.Please continue to pray for me.I also would appreciate some positive verbal support in the comments section.Thanks in advance to all of you for your continued support.Thanks also to both my Heavenly Father and his son Jesus Christ.
As for tomorrow,with the exception of my appointment at the Recovery place,I have nothing else planned.But I hope that whatever I choose to do gives me positive benefits.
That was my day today and my hopes and plans for the day ahead.FJ