Tonight,I am feeling pretty good.But for much of the day,I was feeling really at edge.
The work shift went just a tad rocky.It started out smoothly but it turned a little rough.
It all started while I was on the social club computer reducing my e-mail load so I wouldn't have much work to do later when I got home.I volunteered to help someone out by looking up and trying to find a map of an area when I was finished.But he was standing by me looking at the monitor screen while I was trying to do my personal work and this was making me nervous as what I was looking at was my personal business.I asked him nicely to please step away from the area that he was because the messages in my e-mail box were personal and I really didn't appreciate him looking over me.He copped an attitude with me and it almost led to a loud confrontation with me on the verge of losing my temper until the social club coordinator and another staffer got involved,which,in a way,saved my sanity.After the coordinator met with me and worked out the situation,he also worked it out with the other guy and the other staffer as we were both advised to stay away from each other the rest of the day,which we did.I managed to finish what I started and that was it.
Fortunately,the rest of the day went smoothly but I was still at edge over what had happened and I was still feeling the anger that was present in me when it happened.After eating my lunch,I finished my job and dropped off the clean laundry when the shift was over.I went straight home afterwards.
When I got home,I finished my personal PC work.It was done pretty quick as I didn't have very much to do.But I felt better and after that,I headed for the meeting tonight and I had some high hopes for this new group as I was new but I was also feeling somewhat nervous and anxious.But I went anyway and I am glad that I did.
The meeting went great.This is a great group and I am glad that I found out about it.It was awesome to be around these people and not have to worry about being judged.I simply shared what I felt that I needed to share and it felt rewarding.I really felt welcomed and accepted.It was awesome.I am looking forward to next Thursday's group and I am hoping that it goes as well as tonight's.
Tomorrow is another work day.I am hoping that the shift goes better than today's.After that,it's the weekend.
That was my day today and my hopes for the day ahead.FJ