Tonight,I am still feeling down.I had a pretty fair day today.
The laundry pick-up didn't go too smoothly today.I had to pick up a mess in the laundry room at the rehab center before taking the loads to the work site.After that was finally accomplished,I had lunch and I headed straight home.
When I got home,I simply put my pajamas back on and took a nap.I was feeling tired for taking my morning medication and I felt that a nap would do me a world of good.I slept for about 2 hours and just relaxed for the rest of the afternoon.
I did make one trip out of the house.I was called out by a friend of mine to come to his place to listen to a turntable that he had just aquired and hooked up.It was really good.I stayed with him for a few minutes before heading back home.
When I got back home,I called my mom at the rehab place where she is staying and I talked with her for a few minutes.She wanted me to bring some stuff with me when I come for a visit on Saturday afternoon.I told her that I would bring the stuff and I would make sure not to forget them.After hanging up,I watched a little bit of TV and had dinner.
After eating,I watched the evening news for a while and I popped a movie in my DVD player to watch.The only problem is that watching a movie didn't make me feel any better.
I am still feeling depression.I have been feeling this way for quite some time.It has nothing to do with what happened to my mom.I have been feeling this way even before that.I have been taking my medication and I have been doing everything in my power to try and feel better but I am still not where I feel I should be.I am hoping to be out of this depression soon.I am already at the point where I can't take it anymore.
The only thing good is that I have had no SSA feelings with this depression.
Tomorrow is a work day.I am hoping that the shift goes well.
That was my day today and my hopes for the day ahead.FJ