Tonight,my rocky road to recovery continues moving forward.

Today,I woke up in the early morning and had my usual coffee.After my coffee,I washed up real quickly and got dressed up in a suit.I headed for church for both the morning's Holy Bible study class and the worship service afterwards.

Both the class and the worship service were wonderful.After some wonderful fellowship,I headed straight home.

When I got home,I got out of my suit and into casual clothes and ran a few errands that needed to be run.After those were done,I came home and quickly did my personal PC work.

After that was finished,I had a light evening meal and I did some more personal PC work.I then relaxed for a while.

A little later on,when it was getting late,I prepared to retire for the evening.A wonderful and eventful day overall.

Tonight,I'm again asking for prayers and positive verbal support,including some helpful advice.I'm still entangled in this terrible problem of mumbling angrily some hateful and spiteful things under my breath.I still don't know how to break free from this terrible thing.I feel like like a complete scumbag as a result of this terrible problem.I'm still mumbling the same old hateful and hurtful things under my breath that I mumbled during the middle of the work week this past week.As I said and will say again,I want to stop doing this terrible thing,but don't know how.I want to stop and contain this terrible problem before it gets out of control and goes too far.I don't want to hurt anyone,including myself.I also don't lose anything that's important to me,such as the relationships that I have and even more importantly,my job,which I really need to hold on to.I keep appealing and appealing to all of you who follow and visit my blog,but nobody ever leaves anything within the comments section.The struggle that I have with SSA is terrible enough,but this struggle that I have with this intense anger and rage burning within me is making matters worse for me.As I said,I want to stop this terrible problem and contain before it gets out of control and goes too far.

I am again appealing to all of you.Please share within the comments section any ideas that can help me.Please share what worked for any of you if any of you have had this same particular problem.I would like for you to share what worked for you.I'm hoping that whatever worked for you could also work for me as well.Please share what worked for you.Maybe what worked for you could work for me as well.Please help me.Please share what could work for me.I would really appreciate anything helpful.Please share anything within the comments section.Please.I really need help so desperately right now.

Please continue praying for me,Please leave me some positive verbal support,alongside some helpful advice,within the comments section.Thanks to all of you for your support.Thanks also to both my Heavenly Father and his son Jesus Christ.

Tomorrow is the start of a new work week.I hope that the week starts off well for me.FJ