Tonight,my rocky road to recovery continues moving forward.

Today,I woke up in the mid morning and had my usual coffee.After my coffee,I did some of my personal PC work.After that,I proceeded to get some cleaning work done on the upstairs rooms.It took me a little over an hour,but I got it done.After that was done,I showered and shaved after showering.After that,I quickly finished my morning personal PC work and got dressed.I first stopped at a local hair place to get my hair cut and after that,I headed for my church for a special anniversary dinner.

The anniversary dinner was wonderful.I had some wonderful fellowship with everyone that was there and learned some stuff about the early settlers who came to settle here in my home area.After it was over,I stopped at a nearby 7-11 for a bottle of water to take a certain medicine and headed straight home after that.

When I got home,I relaxed and did some more personal PC work.After that was finished,when it was getting late,I prepared for my evening retirement.A wonderful and eventful day overall.

Fellow blog followers,I am again asking for prayers and positive verbal support.I am still feeling the intense anger and rage burning within me.As I said,I don't know why I'm feeling this way.I don't know why I'm feeling this intense anger and rage burning within me.I've been mumbling hateful and spiteful things under my breath lately and I don't know why.It's been getting worse while I'm at work.I need to control this terrible problem before it gets worse.I also need to control this problem before I lose everything that's important to me and that I've worked so hard for,such as the important personal relationships that I have and most importantly,my job.I also have to control and contain this terrible problem before it gets out of control and I wind up in serious trouble because of it.I've been reaching out for help here,but nobody has been responding.Nobody has offered any advice nor anything positive.I need your help everyone.I'm continuing to reach out as I can't go through this alone.I can't simply tough it out and let it pass because this isn't depression,but anger and rage.I need help desperately.I need help before it gets out of control.I need the help and support of all of you as I can't do this on my own.I feel like I'm being ignored by all of you and that nobody is interested in helping me with this problem.

Why?

Why are you ignoring me?

Please help me.I need help.I need support and I need prayerful and positive verbal support.I need helpful advice.I need to see that I'm being heard and that my reaching out for help will also be heard.

I'm begging and pleading for all of you to help me.Please help me.Please help me on how I can control and contain this problem before it gets worse that it is already.I could lose all of the valuable and important relationships that I have with others.I also could lose my job if I don't control and contain this problem.I need to overcome this problem and break free from the terrible grip that this terrible anger and rage burning within me has me in.I need to own this anger and rage rather than them both owning me.Please help me.I'm desperate for anything helpful.Please help me.Please help me and I'm very serious about this.

Please continue praying for me.Please leave me some positive verbal support,alongside some helpful advice,within the comments section.Thanks to all of you for your support.Thanks also to both my Heavenly Father and his son Jesus Christ.

Tomorrow is church as usual.I hope that the rest of the day goes well for me.FJ