Tonight,I check in with mixed emotions.Today is the anniversary of the assassination of John Lennon.This day always makes me feel at edge and gives me mixed emotions because I am always feeling sadness because of John being gone and anger towards the man who murdered him.My anger for Lennon's murderer has never subsided and will remain until his murderer is dead and buried.I know that it sounds harsh but I am still vainly angry at his murderer for what he did.Though I have forgiven him,I am still angry.My anger is still as strong as it has been ever since I heard that man's name.The worst thing about it is this:They are actually making a movie that guy.He does not deserve a movie made about him nor does he deserve fame or even to have his name mentioned.That man only murdered Lennon because he wanted to make a name for himself.He thought of himself to be a nobody and by murdering Lennon,he wanted to be somebody.If murdering Lennon was not bad enough,that movie only gives him more of what he wants.I am going to the memory and legacy of Lennon a favor by not seeing that movie.I also hope that the movie BOMBS severely.Yes I do.
The Buffalo Sabres also lost last night by a score of 3-1 to the Florida Panthers.The Sabres play again at Montreal on Saturday night.I hope that they can beat them.
Tomorrow night,I will be singing for my friends at the bar and I will be doing a tribute to John Lennon all night like I do every year around this time.I also do it every year around his birthday as well.I hope that it goes well.
Well,those are my thoughts.FJ