Tonight,my rocky road to recovery continues moving forward.I had a wonderful and eventful day today.
Today,I woke up in the early morning and had my usual 2 cups of coffee.After that,I showered quickly and when I was finished,I had my usual quick breakfast and when I was finished eating,I got dressed up real quickly in a suit and I headed for church for both the Holy Bible study class and the worship service afterwards.
Both the class and the worship service were wonderful.After some wonderful fellowship with my fellow worshipers,I headed for home.
On the way home,I stopped at a local bargain closeout store to pick up a box of cereal.After that,I checked out a yard sale in my hometown and after that,I headed straight home.
When I got home,I got out of my suit and into some casual clothes and had a small bowl of cereal as a light lunch and when I was finished with it,I headed out to go see the movie Legends of Oz:Dorothy's Return and I enjoyed it immensely.After it was over,I headed straight home.
When I got home,I registered a few dollar bills at the Where's George site and after that,I headed out to check out some yard sales in another area of the county and I also headed for an AMVETS store in the next county and bought a few things.After that,I headed straight home.
When I got home,I started to prepare my evening meal and after I ate it,I did my personal PC work.After finishing that,I relaxed and started to prepare for my evening retirement.Overall,a wonderful and eventful day.I also managed to get some recommended Holy Bible reading done as well.
While my rocky road to recovery continues moving forward,I am still in my daily struggles with BPD/Schizophrenia and SSA,which is my most difficult of the two for me.Though it is,I must report that today,since I was out for much of the day,I had no problems with temptations.I had no temptations to manipulate my genitals nor did any sexual images of men cloud my mind.I guess being out in the community for a while was what did it.For the whole day,I had nothing come across my mind that was immoral nor themed to the sinful sexual activity connected with Homosexuality/SSA.It was wonderful that I didn't have this.I also feel that throwing the aforementioned obsession on my Heavenly Father yesterday in the early evening also helped me with today.Though I did escape today unscathed,there is still tomorrow and the days after tomorrow.It isn't that I am worried.I still have to stay on guard and be watchful as Satan and his minions can strike any minute any day.I have to be ready when that happens so I can go to my Heavenly Father in prayer and ask for strength to help me fight and resist these terrible temptations in the name of his son Jesus Christ.I have to show these unnatural sexual desires that I have that I own them and not the other way around.Fellow blog followers and readers,please continue to keep me in your prayers and also,please leave me some positive verbal support in the comments section.I need both prayerful and positive verbal support every day as I am still going through a very difficult emotional time.They both help keep me going.They also reaffirm and reassure me that I am alone in this particular struggle.Please continue to pray for me and also,please don't forget to leave me some positive verbal support in the comments section.Thanks in advance to all of you for your prayers and your continued positive verbal support.Thanks also to both my Heavenly Father and his son Jesus Christ for everything that they do and provide.
As for tomorrow,I have really nothing planned.But I hope that whatever I choose to do gives me positive benefits.
That was my day today and my hopes for the day ahead.FJ