Tonight,my rocky road to recovery continues moving forward.I had a pretty good day today.
Today,I woke up in the mid morning and I had my usual 2 cups of coffee.After that,I received a phone call from my job placement counselor/coach as a follow-up and I told her that I would be calling one of the places around 11:00am to see about the status of my application and she said for me to call her tomorrow and we hung up.After that,I showered quickly and when I was finished showering,I had my usual quick breakfast.After that,I gave the place a call and they said that at the moment,they weren't looking for anyone and I said okay and we hung up.Disappointing,but I have to keep on trying.After that,I went out to a local kitchen for lunch and when I was finished with that,I headed over to the local Super Wal-Mart to buy some much needed groceries and after that was done,I headed over to the bank to withdraw some money and I headed straight home to drop off the groceries and the money.After I had put the stuff away that needed to be put away right away,I headed back out to pay a bill and after that,I headed out to look for a good used dehumidifier,but came up short.There were two for sale at the local Salvation Army thrift store,but they both didn't work as the fans wouldn't turn.After that,I went to another Salvation Army thrift store within the county that I live,but there was no dehumidifiers for sale there.I went to a nearby Goodwill store and there was also no dehumidifiers for sale at that store either.After that,I headed straight home.
When I got home,I continued putting the groceries away and I did my personal PC work.After that,I started to prepare my evening meal.
After eating,I did some more personal PC work and I relaxed for a while as I listened to some music.I also started to prepare for my evening retirement.Overall,a pretty good day.I also managed to get some recommended Holy Bible reading done as well.
While my rocky road to recovery continues moving forward,I am still in my daily struggles against BPD/Schizophrenia and SSA,which is the most difficult of the two for me.Today,though it is the worst,I had no problems with temptations today.I went through the day with no problems.I had no temptations today to fantasize and lust after other men nor was I tempted to manipulate my genitals as sexual images of men didn't cloud my mind.I guess that being out in the community and keeping my mind on the other things that I was doing helped a lot.Though I escaped today unscathed,there is still tomorrow and the days after that as Satan and his minions can strike at any time with terrible temptations.I need to continue to stay and guard and be watchful.Fellow blog followers and readers,please continue to keep me in your prayers as I am still going through a very difficult emotional time.I also ask that you please leave me some positive verbal support in the comments section.My blog gets many visitors and/or curiosity seekers,but the visitors rarely leave comments in the comments section.I need both prayerful and positive verbal support daily and desperately.They both help keep me going.They also help keep me strong in both my determination and motivation.The positive verbal support both reaffirms and reassures that I am not alone in this particular struggle.Please continue to pray for me and also,please don't forget to leave me some positive verbal support.Thanks in advance to all of you for your continued prayerful and positive verbal support.Thanks also to both my Heavenly Father and his son Jesus Christ for everything that they do and provide.
As for tomorrow,I have nothing planned.But I hope that whatever I choose to do give me positive benefits.
That was my day today and my hopes for the day ahead.FJ