Sunday, June 24, 2018

Tonight,my rocky road to recovery continues moving forward.

Today,I woke up in the early morning and had my usual coffee.After my coffee,I washed up real quickly and got dressed up in dress clothes.I headed for church.

Usually,we have outdoor worship services on the last day of the month during the Summer,but today,since there was the inherent possibility of a rain and thunderstorm,we moved the service inside the church building.It was still a wonderful worship service.We also had a wonderful breakfast brunch after the service and had some wonderful fellowship after that.After it was over.I headed straight home.

When I got home,I got out of my dress clothes and quickly did my personal PC work.After that was done,I ran a few errands,bought a light take-out lunch and headed for home.

When I got home,I ate my light lunch and did some rearranging work in the house.After that,I wiped down the entire bathroom and after that,I relaxed and did a little bit more personal PC work.After that was done,I relaxed and enjoyed a movie and heated up a light evening meal.

After eating,I watched a little TV and did some more personal PC work.I later prepared for my evening retirement.A wonderful and eventful day overall.

I need to get something out of my mind.I have been hiding things about my struggles with anger mostly.I am still struggling with the problem of mumbling/uttering angry,hateful and hurtful things under my breath.I really want to stop,but don't know how.I also have to be careful with the way I answer people,especially when they ask me personal stuff.I actually answered someone back angrily when they asked me a few days ago about where I got my take-out lunch at my work place.This got me into trouble and now,I have to be careful.I need to start learning how to answer people more calmly and respectively.I don't want to lose my job nor lose any important relationships that I have.This has become a real major problem and if I don't get this resolved soon,it could become worse for me.I want to stop.I want to control my emotions,especially anger.I am again asking for help.I need some helpful advice on how I can control this.If anyone out there can help,please do so.Please leave me some helpful advice within the comments section.I also would appreciate some prayerful support as well.Please continue praying for me.I also would appreciate some positive verbal and helpful support within the comments section.I really want to stop this terrible problem of mumbling/uttering and get better control of my anger.Thanks to all of you for your support.Thanks also to both my Heavenly Father and his son Jesus Christ.

Tomorrow is a work day.I hope that the day goes well.FJ

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