Tonight,my rocky road to recovery continues moving forward.

Today,I woke up early and had my usual coffee.After my coffee,I washed up real quickly and got dressed.I headed for work.

The work day went well.After it was over,I headed straight home.

When I got home,I showered quickly and after that,I washed my face and shaved.I then got dressed in different clothes and I headed for a local church for a free dinner and it was wonderful.After that,I headed to the local Super Wal-Mart to buy a few food items.After that,I headed straight home.

When I got home,I put the food items away and relaxed.While relaxing,I did my personal PC work.After that was done,I did some browsing until it was time for me to prepare for my evening retirement.A very good day overall.

Tonight,I am again asking for prayers from all of you.I am still struggling with mumbling/uttering angry,hateful and hurtful things under my breath.As I said,I want to stop and contain this particular problem,but as I also said,I have no idea on how I can.I ask again for any helpful advice that you can share.If anyone out there struggled with this same problem,I need to know what you did to stop and contain this problem.I'm hoping that if it worked you,maybe it can work for me.Please share what has worked for you.I would greatly appreciate that.I'm also thinking that this is contributing to my difficulty in my SSA struggles as to why I can't overcome the fantasies and lusting that I have been giving into as of late.Please share what has worked for you as I'm desperate to stop and contain this problem for good.I want to before I lose important relationships that I have and also,before I lose my job as a result of this.Please help me.I also need prayerful support alongside the helpful advice that I so desperately need.Please pray for me that I overcome this terrible problem and also,please share whatever helpful advice that you can give.This is why I keep bringing this up because I really need help desperately to stop and contain this problem before I ruin myself,my important relationships and also,to save my job.Thanks to all of you for your support.Thanks also to both my Heavenly Father and his son Jesus Christ.

Tomorrow is a work day.I hope that the day goes well.After that,it's the weekend.FJ