Tonight,my rocky road to recovery continues moving forward.I had a pretty good day today.
Today,I woke up in the mid morning and I had my usual 2 cups of coffee.After my coffee,I washed my hair and face over the sink,alongside shaving.After that,I had my usual quick breakfast.After my breakfast,I did 4/5 of my personal PC work.Later on,when it was the early afternoon,I drove over to my usual mechanic's garage to get my car's engine checked out.
They told me that I had to get a tune-up.After they fixed one of the spark plug wires,I headed over to my niece's house to see if my laundry was done,but it wasn't.After that,I headed straight home.
When I got home,I relaxed and finished my personal PC work.Later on,I heated up some leftovers and that was my dinner.After that,I did some more personal PC work.Later on,as it was getting late,I started to prepare for my evening retirement.Overall,a pretty good day.I also managed to get some recommended Holy Bible reading done as well.
My rocky road to recovery continues moving forward.Though it does,I must say and admit that it isn't a very easy road to be on.I struggle with the double mental whammy of BPD/Schizophrenia and also,with the emotional condition of SSA.It's difficult struggling with these two things.I have to put up with the emotional roller coaster ride of BPD and the hallucinatory effects of Schizophrenia at the same time.My SSA struggle is difficult in and of itself,but my mental illness struggles make this particular struggle even more difficult.I have to put up with hearing evil voices trying to get me to act out on the unnatural sexual desires that I have on a constant and daily basis.They try to get me to do anything with a sexual connection in regards to SSA.I have to put up with them and try to stay strong,with the help of my Heavenly Father and his son Jesus Christ,to show these unnatural sexual desires that I own them and not the other way around.The temptations to act out can be very overwhelming.I still need all the help and support that I can get as I feel all alone here as there are hardly any groups here in my hometown that can help me out.Fellow blog followers and readers,please continue to keep me in your prayers.Please leave me some positive verbal support in the comments section.Your support means very much to me.It is very important to me.The more support that I can get,the better off I am and can feel.Please continue to pray for me.I also would appreciate some positive verbal support in the comments section.Thanks in advance to y'all for your continued support.Thanks also to both my Heavenly Father and his son Jesus Christ for their help.
As for tomorrow,I have made no plans.But I hope that whatever I choose to do gives me positive benefits.
That was my day today and my hopes for the day ahead.FJ