Tonight,I am feeling really down.I did have a pretty fair day today.
The work shift went smoothly.I simply did what I had to do in the alloted time and when I was finished,I simply bagged everything and I dropped it off at the rehab center.I headed for home.
On the way home,I went to the local hospital to pick up a few medictaion samples that I needed because I ran out of the previous ones that I had.I had to wait for about 20 minutes but I got them and I headed straight home after that.
When I got home,I got an unexpected surprise.My mom and I were planning to do some grocery shopping but my mom informed me that she changed her mind because she didn't feel like it.This really surprised me.I was hoping to get the shopping done but this unexpected turnaround really threw me.But I just brushed it off and I sat down to watch a little bit of TV.
I did some personal work on the computer for a while.It was just some e-mail work and a little bit of browsing.It did help kill some extra time that I had and after I was finished,I closed the internet off.
After eating a light dinner,I watched the evening news for a while and I did some more personal PC work.I really didn't have too much to do anyway so I browsed the internet for a while.
I have been feeling really down as of late.I felt the funk of depression for much of the day.Usually,it levels up in the early evening but tonight,I am still feeling funky.I don't know why I am feeling this way.I also don't want to feel this way anymore.I have been taking my medication for the past several weeks but so far,I haven't really felt it kick in.I am wondering how long will it take for this goldern medication to kick in.I am sick and tored of feeling this way.I want to start feeling better.If anyone out there has any advice on how I can get out,please share.Thanks.
Regarding my SSA struggles,I can say that the depression has not affected this.I am not having any problems nor issues.I am also not having the temptation to watch any pornography at the moment.I am hoping that I can get through tomorrow unscathed.
Tomorrow is another work day.I am hoping that the shift goes well.
That was my day today and my hopes for the day ahead.FJ