Tonight,I am feeling okay.I had a pretty fair day today.
Today was my day off.I still had something that I needed to do.Firstly,when I got up out of bed,I ate a quick breakfast and I had a couple cups of coffee.I also did my personal PC work.I did that in under 1/2 an hour.After that,I shut the computer down and I got ready for my appointment with the medication manager over at the local hospital.
The session went as well as expected.I told the medication manager exactly how I was feeling.I told her everything.Apparenntly,she told me that if my mood does not improve soon,I may have to spend a few days in the hospital's mental health ward.I told her that I hoped that it wouldn't come to that because of all my worries.But she assured me that if it should come to that,I'd have nothing to worry about.After the session,I left the hospital and I headed straight home.
When I got home,I took it easy for a while and I did some more personal work on my computer.I also registered a couple more bills at the Where's George site.I also played a few more games online and that helped ease me a little.
After eating,I watched the evening news for a while and I also did some more work on the computer.Overall,a pretty fair day.
I am still feeling depression.I have been in this funk for several weeks.I am hoping that I am out of this funk very soon.I am already sick of being in it.This is the worst that I have ever been in.As I have stated before,it is also weird in one way.I feel funky for much of the day but when the evening comes,it levels off.Again,I am hoping to be out of thsi funk very soon.
Regarding my SSA struggles,I am having no images nor cravings to engage in any sexual activity.I am also not having the tempatation to watch any pornography and that is good.I am hoping to get through tomorrow unscathed.
Tomorrow is a work day.I am hoping that the day goes well.
That was my day today and my hopes for the day ahead.FJ