Tonight,my rocky road to recovery continues moving forward.
Today,I went to church in the morning and it was wonderful.After some wonderful fellowship,I headed straight home.
When I got home,I got out of my suit and helped with some cleaning up around the house.
After that was done,I showered and later on,I had a light evening meal.
When it was getting late,I prepared to retire for the evening.A wonderful and eventful day overall.
I am still struggling terribly with SSA.I gave into temptation during the wee early morning hours.I really felt terrible after that.I did ask to be forgiven by my Heavenly Father and I did feel better,although the guilt of giving into these terrible temptations was really overwhelming.
I still feel like I'm stuck in the middle between Homosexuality and Heterosexuality.I still don't know whether I'm coming or going.This terrible SSA struggle that I have is getting worse by the day for me.
I am sick and tired of this struggle.It's terrible and seems to be getting unbearable for me.I am tired of giving into thee terrible temptations.
If anyone can help me,please help me.I need some positive verbal support in the comments section.I also still need prayerful support.Please pray for me.Please leave me some encouraging words,especially some spiritual upbuilding,which can be scriptures from the Holy Bible.I also would like some advice as well.
Please pray foe me.Please leave me some positive verbal encouragement and support in the comments section.Thanks and Thanks to my Heavenly Father and his son Jesus Christ.
Tomorrow is a work day and I'm hoping that it goes well.FJ