Tonight,my rocky road to recovery continues moving forward.I had a pretty decent day today.
Today,I woke up in the mid morning and I showered quickly.After showering,I got dressed and quickly did my personal PC work.I then went out and did a little thrift shop hopping and didn't buy very much.I then headed straight home after making a few stops along the way.
When I got home,I ate a light evening meal and did some more personal PC work.I also did a little bit of work within the house.Later on,as it was getting late,I prepared to retire for the evening.
I am still struggling terribly.The struggles that I have with SSA seem to get more complicated and tougher.Day in and day out,this particular struggle gets even more difficult.
I am still being tempted to fantasize and lust after other men.These temptations are really getting to me.I don't know whether I'm coming or going.I still feel like I'm trapped in the middle.I still don't know what to do,how to do it or how to handle this situation.
I've been appealing to the masses out there.I have been asking that you all encourage me.I also have been asking all of you to upbuild me spiritually by upbuilding me with scripture or saying that you're all praying for me.Yet,there haven't been any encouraging words.There has been nobody saying they're praying for me.I need prayers.I need spiritual upbuilding.I need encouragement.
These temptations are really overwhelming me.Please help me.All I need is some positive and encouraging words.I need to know that there are people out there praying for me and are behind me 100%.
Please pray for me.Please leave em some encouraging words and positive spiritual upbuidling in the comments section.Thanks.
I will be going to church tomorrow morning.Again,please keep me in your prayers and share some encouraging words and positive spiritual upbuilding in the comments section.FJ