Tonight,my rocky road to recovery continues moving forward.I had a very good day today.
The work day went a little bit better than it did yesterday.I managed to do what I had to do and had a little fun.The only good thing is that I got everything I needed to get done accomplished.
After it was over,I headed straight home and relaxed for a while.I did my personal PC work and did a little bit of errand running and then,retired for the evening.A very good day overall.
However,I am still trapped within the vicious SSA cycle.I have been tempted left and right and I feel trapped in the middle.
I am also tired of hearing so much about how the media is making Homosexuality look right and normal,which it isn't.This is only adding to my struggles and making them practically unbearable.These unnatural desires that I have are really getting me down and the temptations are getting worse by the day.I don't know what else to say or to do.
I don't want to give into these terrible things anymore.I want to stop giving into these things.All I have been thinking of is sex and more sex with other men.I just can't seem to get it off of my mind.I want to stop thinking of these things.
If anyone can help me,please do so.I need words of encouragement.I need prayers.Please pray for me.Please leave me some words of encouragement in the comments section.These encouraging words can be scriptural upbuilding.They also can be someone saying that they are praying for me.They also can be where I can find face to face help.They also can be ideas of how I can let go of unresolved anger,emotional and trauma issues.Please pray for me.Please leave me some encouraging words.Thanks for them in advance.
Tomorrow is simply another work day and I am hoping that it goes well.FJ