Tonight,my rocky road to recovery continues onward and forward.
Today,I went to work and despite some ups and downs,it was a fairly moderate day.After it was over,I headed straight home.
When I got home,I relaxed for a while and did some personal PC work.After that,I went back out to the local Super Wal-Mart to pick up a few things.I headed straight home after that.
When I got home,I had a light meal and did some more personal PC work.I later retired for the evening.A day full of ups and downs,but not too bad overall.
I am still struggling with fantasies and lusting.Images of men in a sexual way keep clouding my mind.
I don't know what to do.I don't know how to go about resolving this.
I have been asking for advice,but nobody wants to comment.I remember when I first started this healing process,I was doing well.But then,I don't know what happened,but I wound up falling into sin by fantasies and lusting and now,I feel trapped within a vicious cycle of falling into sin repeatedly and asking for forgiveness when I do.
I need some help.I need advice.I need someone to spiritually upbuild me.I need help so desperately.I don't know whether I'm coming or going.
I also still need prayerful support.I also need some verbal encouragement and spiritual upbuilding in the comments section.Please leave me an encouraging word or two and some spiritual upbuilding in the comments section.Please pray for me.Please leave me some encouraging words and verbal support.Thanks.
Tomorrow is a work day and I hope that it goes better than today.FJ