Tonight,my rocky road to recovery continues moving forward.Today was very good.
I headed for work today and it went well.It ended with me taking a necessary and required test,which I passed.I headed straight home after that.
When I got home,I relaxed for a while and did my personal PC work.I later went out to get something to eat.
I headed home and ate a light meal and showered.I then later retired for the evening.A very good day overall.
I am still struggling terribly with this terrible SSA.Early this morning,I gave into temptation again.Yes,I did.I admit it.It was fantasizing and lusting after other men again.
I don't know what's wrong.
Why do I keep doing this?
Why can't I stop?
What's making me do these things that I don't want to?
I need help.I need support.I need all of you to help me and support me.Pl;ease leave me some positive verbal support in the comments section.Please pray for me.
I need some positive spiritual upbuilding.I also need some encouragement.I need prayerful support.
Please pray for me.Please continue to leave me some positive verbal support in the comments section.I need support right now.Please do so.I want to stop doing these things.If anyone can help out in the forms of advice and spiritual upbuilding,please do so.I would really appreciate that.Thanks to all of you and Thanks to both my Heavenly Father and his son Jesus Christ.
Tomorrow is another work day and I hope that it goes well.FJ