Tonight,I am feeling pretty good.I had a pretty good day today.
The work day went by smoothly.I simply did what I had to do during the time that I needed to do it and the rest took care of itself.After I was done,I simply bagged the clean laundry and dropped it off at the rehab center.
On the way home,I had to make a stop at the bank to withdraw some money for my mom so she can settle a bill with someone she hired to regularly cut our grass.After dropping off a couple of local newspapers at a couple of area resident's houses,I went home.
When I got home,I registered all the bills at Where's George and finished my personal computer work that I had started while I was on break at work.I then had a light dinner after doing so and I left to go to my meeting.
The SSA Recovery meeting went great.It was yet another wonderful meeting.I got a lot out of it as usual and according to the men in the group,I made a huge step.The step that I made was regarding the stuff that my father did to me and the family and what I need to do in order to get this monkey(so to speak)off of me and start moving on.The group leader loaned me a book on how I can accomplish this with the theme of forgiveness.I am going to start reading this book soon because I really need to see how I can effectively do this and try to get on with my life.Again,the meeting went great and I am looking forward to the final meeting next week where we'll be going our separate ways and making future plans in how we're going to continue our paths to SSA Recovery.I am looking forward to that.
The leader did give me a phone number to call regarding a Christian themed sexual addiction group that is ongoing and I am going to call that number tomorrow for some information on how to get there.I am hoping that this is the new beginning of a renewal of my healing journey out of SSA.Again,I am going to call that number tomorrow before I do anything else.
Tomorrow is simply a pick-up day.I am hoping that the pick up goes well.I also have a few errands that I have to run for my mom and I also have to pick up something for the local hospital's mental health unit.For the rest of the day,I haven't decided what I am going to do but whatever it is,I hope that it benefits me is a positive way.
That was my day today and my hopes for the day tomorrow.FJ