Tonight,my road to recovery continues unabated.I had a pretty good day today.
Today,I woke up later than I wanted to and I bathed.After my bath,I had my usual quick breakfast and my usual 2 cups of coffee.After breakfast,I did my personal PC work and afterwards,I got dressed up in a sweatsuit.I really couldn't do too much as a result of the unfortunate thing that happened yesterday regarding one of the wheels of my car.
I only ran one errand today.It was really close to home.I stopped at a local convenience store to pick up a couple of things.After paying for those items,I headed straight home.
When I got home,I simply glued myself back to my computer to search for a wheel for my car.
I visited a lot of websites that sold wheels for the particular car that I drive.I found quite a few at various prices and I was trying to search for one that had the lowest price.I did find some reasonably priced ones and I did write them down,including the part numbers and the sits that I saw them on.I gave the people at Goodyear a call to let them know what I had found and I was hoping that in the next few days,I would have the money together to get the job done,but I got some loans from family members and they told me to take my time in paying them back.I simply went to a local junkyard to get the wheel and I was fortunate that they had the particular wheel that I was looking for.After paying him,I took the wheel to the local Goodyear and headed for home to await the call that it was ready.
After that was finished,I relaxed and watched a little TV.
After eating,I headed over to Goodyear so they could put the wheel with the new tire on.After that was done,I went to a local Wendy's to have a Frosty and I headed straight home.
When I got home,I put my pajamas on,took my medication and I did some more personal PC work.Overall,a pretty good day.
Though my recovery continues unabated,I am still,on a one day at a time basis,dealing and struggling with the symptoms of bipolar depression with schizophrenic tendencies.I am still attending my therapy sessions.I am also taking my medication as directed.I am hoping that my recovery starts to improve very soon.
Regarding my SSA struggles,my temptation to act out was minimal if nil at best.I guess that being bored with not going anywhere that I wanted to go as a result of the troubles with my car.It does stink,I know.But what can you do when you have car troubles.I guess that you can do as little as you can.But still,I wasn't really tempted.I actually got through the day without having anything that would make me give into the temptation to act out in other ways other than searching for another male partner for the purpose of acting out.While I did get through this day unscathed,there is still tomorrow and the day after that and so on.Temptation can rear it's ugly head when least expected.When that happens,I will just have to use all my strength and wits to resist the temptation to act out by masturbating.I am still open to any suggestions from anyone who reads and follows my blog.
As for tomorrow,I have made no plans.But whatever I do.I hope that it gives me positive benefits.
That was my day today and my hopes for the day ahead.FJ