Tonight,my road to recovery continues unabated.I had a pretty good day today.
Today,I woke up a little later than usual and bathed.After my bath,I had my usual quick breakfast and my usual 2 cups of coffee.After breakfast,I did my personal PC work and I got dressed to proceed with the rest of my day.
I first went to the local Super Wal-Mart to pick up a small thing that I needed.After that,I headed over to a copy store to make some copies of something that I had.After doing that,I headed for the public library to do some printing of things and after that,I headed over to a friend's house in the next town within the county that I live to drop off something that I wanted him to give to someone else he knows.After doing that,I headed for home.
On the way home,I stopped at a local small store to pick up something else.After that,I headed straight home.
When I got home,I relaxed and took it easy for a while.
After eating,I watched the evening news for a while and I also did some more personal PC work.Overall,a pretty good day.
Though my recovery continues unabated,I am still,on a one day at a time basis,dealing and struggling with the symptoms of bipolar depression with schizophrenic tendencies.I am still attending my therapy sessions.I am also taking my medication as directed.I am hoping that my recovery will start improving within the near and distant future.
Regarding my SSA struggles,I was tempted in the wee early morning hours when I awoke to a morning erection.It was also another throbbing one at that.I really had to fight this temptation.It was a really strong one at that.I tossed and turned repeatedly until the erection died down.I slept for another few hours.Though I did escape this temptation,I know that temptation can rear it's ugly head when least expected.Temptation can come in any way,shape or form.I fought this one,but it can and will happen again.I need to stay on guard and be watchful.The temptation to sin can be very strong and overwhelming.I don't want to act out nor do I want to even think of giving into any temptation.I am still open to any more ideas.
As for tomorrow,I have made no plans.But whatever I do,I hope that it gives me positive benefits.
That was my day today and my hopes for the day ahead.FJ