Tonight,my road to recovery continues onward.I had a pretty fair today,though it did start out promising until an unfortunate thing this morning.
The morning started out promising.I got up and bathed.I had my usual quick breakfast and my usual 2 cups of coffee.After breakfast,I got dressed up to go to church and that is when things started to go downhill.
On the way to church,my tire went flat.I had to pull over to the side of the road and call AAA.After calling them,I waited for them to come,which they did,earlier than expected.After the AAA guy put the spare wheel on,I continued on my way to church and though I did miss most of the morning Holy Bible study group,I managed to get there for the service afterwards.
The service was wonderful.After some fellowship,I headed straight home as I couldn't go anywhere as a result of my compact spare being on my car.
When I got home,I dressed into my casual clothes and called the local Goodyear and explained my problem to them.They simply told me to drop the wheel off and they would get in touch with me later.After leaving it there,I headed for a copy store in the area and after I was done there,I headed straight home.
When I got home,I had my lunch and started to do my personal PC work when I got a phone call from the local Goodyear telling me that the problem was much worse than I figured.The wheel is bent and as a result of that,the tire was damaged and both need replacing.After I hung up,I resumed with my personal PC work and after I was finished with that,I headed back out to a local Dollar Tree to pick up a bottle of dish detergent that my mom needed.After paying for that,I headed straight home.
When I got home,I simply relaxed and took it easy for a while.
After eating,I watched the evening news for a while and did some more personal PC work.Overall,a pretty fair day.
Though my recovery continues onward,I am still,on a daily basis,dealing and struggling with the symptoms of bipolar depression with schizophrenic tendencies.I am still attending my therapy sessions.I am also taking my medication as directed.I hope that my recovery starts to improve soon.
Regarding my SSA struggles,I was again tempted in the wee early morning hours by another erection that woke me up out of a deep sleep.It was also another throbbing one as well.I simply tossed and turned until my penis softened.But the temptation didn't go away too fast.I was still tempted for much of the day as a result of the negative situation that had happened to me this morning.But I managed to hang in there and fight the temptation to masturbate and I did get through the rest of the day.I am still going to stay on guard and be watchful because though I escaped today,temptation can rear it's ugly head when least expected.When it does,though I am not waiting on it to happen,I will just have to stay in the fight to resist and continue to use all my wits and strength in that resistance from that temptation.I am still open to any new ideas,suggestions and advice.
Tomorrow,I was originally planning to go to another Salvation Army thrift store in the next county,but as a result of what had happened today with my tire and wheel,I will have to put that on hold until the new month.I just hope that no bad stormy weather happens while I am waiting.Because of this,I really don't have anything planned.But whatever I choose to do,I hope that it gives me positive benefits.
That was my day today and my hopes for the day ahead.FJ