Tonight,my road to recovery continues unabated.I had a pretty good day today.
Today,I woke up much later than usual and I bathed.After my bath,I had my usual quick breakfast and my usual 2 cups of coffee.After breakfast,I did my personal PC work and I got dressed.I had only a few things planned for today and I wanted to make sure that I got them done.
I first went to a bargain outlet closeout store to pick up a couple of things there.After that,I headed over to the local Super Wal-Mart to pick up a few things there.After paying for those items,I headed over to a copy store to make a few copies for my mom.After paying for those,I headed straight home.
When I got home,I relaxed and took it easy for a while.
After eating,I watched the evening news for a while and I also did dome more personal PC work.Overall,a pretty good day.
Though my recovery continues unabated,I am still,on a daily basis,dealing and struggling with the symptoms of depression.I am still attending my therapy sessions.I am also taking my medication as directed.I am hoping that my recovery starts to improve soon in the days and months ahead.
Regarding my SSA struggles,I was tempted in the wee early morning hours again when I was awakened by another erection that was also throbbing.I really had to fight this temptation as it was really overwhelming and strong.I really tossed and turned because I didn't want to masturbate as the urge was really strong.After several minutes,my penis softened and I drifted back into sleep.For the rest of the day,I really had no temptation.But that can change in the near future as temptation can rear it's ugly head when least expected.I have to be watchful when that happens.I want to stay pure and clean and giving into temptation will only make me the opposite.I will just have to keep fighting when temptation does indeed rear it's ugly head and I have to stay strong.I have to show my body that I own it and not the opposite.Again,I am still open to any suggestions or advice.
Tomorrow morning,I am planning on attending the morning's church service and early Holy Bible study class.As for the rest of the day,I have made no plans.But whatever I do,I hope that it gives me positive benefits.
That was my day today and my hopes and plans for the day ahead.FJ