Tonight,my road to recovery continues onward.I had a pretty good day today.
Today,I woke up a little later than I wanted to and bathed.After my bath,I had my usual quick breakfast and my usual 2 cups of coffee.After breakfast,I did my personal PC work and after that was done,I got dressed.I had only a few things planned and I wanted to get them done.
I first went to a local Tim Horton's to buy some ground coffee.After paying for that,I headed over to a local supermarket to pick up a few more things.After paying for them,I headed straight home.
When I got home,I relaxed and I watched TV for a while.
After eating,I watched the evening news for a while and I also did some more personal PC work.Overall,a pretty good day.
Though my recovery continues onward,I am still,on a daily basis,dealing and struggling with the symptoms of bipolar depression with schizophrenic tendencies.I am still attending my therapy sessions.I am also taking my medication as directed.I am hoping to continue feeling better in the days and months ahead.
Regarding my SSA struggles,I was again tempted in the wee early morning hours by being awoke by an erection that was throbbing.My temptation to masturbate it away was really strong and overwhelming.I had to really fight this.I simply tossed and turned until the erection died down.I slept for a few more hours.Though I escaped this one,I have to keep in mind that the temptation to act out in other ways will rear it's ugly head when least expected.I have to stay on guard and be watchful.The temptation to act out in ways other than seeking a male partner for the purpose of acting out sexually can be very strong and very difficult to resist.It is just a day by day fight.I have to stay in the fight and hang in there.I am still open to any suggestions or advice.
As for the weekend,I have made no plans.But whatever I do,I hope that it gives me positive benefits.
That was my day today and my hopes for the day ahead.FJ