Tonight,I am feeling okay teetering on the edge of down.I had a pretty good day today.
The work day went by smoothly and I managed to get a lot done.But for most of the day,I had really bad pains in my right leg caused by the dreaded bone spur that is in my right foot.I could hardly walk on my leg today going back and forth up and down the stairs.It was tough and as stated,I was feeling pains.I was breathing heavily and I had to rest a few times during the day as a result.As stated yesterday,I ordered some very specially formulated calcium supplements whose payment that I mailed out yesterday and I am eagerly awaiting them to come in.The minute that they do,I am going to start taking them.I took them months ago and the pain actually went away.For a long time,I wasn't feeling any pain and that was good.But ever since the winter and with the ever changing weather patterns that we have been having since this summer began,I have been feeling excruciating pain.I have been using arch supports to try and keep me properly alligned and while they did help me out,they are not helpful when bad weather rolls around and as stated,since this past winter and with it carrying over into the summer of this year,the pain has been pretty unbearable.I am hoping that those supplements come soon so I can say goodbye to this excruciating bone spur pain.
As a result of the pain and the bad weather,I have chosen to stay home tonight.I did call the group and explained my situation with him by leaving a message on his machine.I am hoping that he understands.I will start going back in a couple of weeks and I am hoping to start doing so in that time.I am missing the meetings because I have been getting an awful lot out of them.But when my health starts taking a turn for the worse,I do have to think about that.Again,I am hoping to start going back in a couple of weeks.
I am now relaxing.I am still feeling pain in my right leg and believe me,it is still really hurting me really bad because it is excruciatingly sore.I can hardly wait to get those specially designed calcium supplements so I can start feeling better again and start using some of the energy that I have.It's going to waste as a result of this pain that I have been feeling for too long.
Tomorrow is a pick-up day.I am hoping that the pick-up goes smoothly with no messes to clean up.I also have an appointment with my sexual abuse support counselor tomorrow afternoon and I am hoping that the session with her goes well.
That was my day today and my hopes for the day ahead.FJ