Tonight,my rocky road to recovery continues moving forward.I had a pretty good day today.
Today,I woke up in the mid morning and I had my usual 2 cups of coffee.After my coffee,I hurriedly washed my hair over the sink.After that,I quickly ate my usual quick breakfast and after that,I hurriedly got dressed and headed for my Wednesday morning group.
The group meeting was wonderful.After that,I headed over to a local kitchen for a quick lunch.After eating,I dropped something off at a friend's house.After that,I picked up a few more job applications.After that was done,I headed straight home.
When I got home,I got out of my casual clothes and into a pair of sweatpants.I quickly did my personal PC work.After that was done,I started to prepare my evening meal.
After eating,I watched a little TV.I also did some more personal PC work.Later on,as it was getting late,I started to prepare for my evening retirement.Overall,a pretty good day.I also managed to get some recommended Holy Bible reading done as well.
Tonight,I have to share something that needs to be shared.Earlier this afternoon,I went to my Heavenly Father in prayer and talked to him about being overwhelmed with terrible temptations yesterday and also,the terrible obsession that I have.I prayed and I prayed and I left nothing out.I told my Heavenly Father everything.I pleaded with him to help me and also,to help me break free and overcome this terrible obsession that I have.I unloaded a lot on my Heavenly Father and asked,in the name of his son Jesus Christ,to help me.I told him that I really wanted to heal from this terrible SSA and that I really wanted to change.I also asked him to point me in the right direction as to how I can accomplish all of this with his help and guidance.I also asked him to help me look at my fellow men in a pure,wholesome,holy and Christian way as brothers.After I was finished,I felt better and truly believed that I was heard.I went on with the rest of the day.Though I did all of that this afternoon,I still need the help and support of all of you.Please continue to keep me in your prayers.Please leave me some positive verbal support in the comments section.I still need the support of all of you daily,often and continuously.Until I find a support outlet locally to help me in my struggles with SSA,I still need all of you.Please continue to pray for me.Please leave me some positive verbal support in the comments section.Thanks in advance to all of you for your continued prayerful and positive verbal support.Thanks also to both my Heavenly Father and his son Jesus Christ.
As for tomorrow,with the exception of hoping to join a Courage/Encourage group of men,I have nothing planned.But I hope that whatever I choose to do gives me positive benefits.
That was my day today and my hopes and plans for the day ahead.FJ