Tonight,I am feeling mixed emotions.I had a pretty fair day today.
The work shift,though smooth,was over an hour early so staff could attend a special holiday brunch somewhere.I simply did my job in the time alloted and I left.I was fortunate to catch a bus as I was heading for the nearby transit center.I boarded the bus and headed for home.
When I got off,I stopped at a local pizzeria and bought myself a home made taco for lunch.I ate it the minute that I got home and after that,I watched the movie Lost in America,which stars Albert Brooks and Julie Hagerty.After that,I decided to go to bed and take a nap for an hour.
But I had problems when I tried to do that.I wound up having more visions of other men and having sex with them.I wound up masturbating to these images and I felt miserable.After asking the creator for forgiveness,I fell asleep.I need to start getting back into the spirit of things.I know that it will still be a long time before I get my 4X4 back on the road but when it is,I am going to start going back out again.I am hoping that in time,my need to be around my friends will be great to get me back on my feet again.
At the moment,my mom is not feeling well.She is having an earache.I am hoping that she will be feeling better soon.I will be praying really hard tonight and I am hoping that she will be feeling better soon.
Tomorrow is another work day.I am hoping that the shift goes well.
That was my day today and my hopes for the day ahead.FJ