Tonight,I am feeling mixed emotions.I had a pretty fair day today.
Today was Sunday and I really didn't have too much to do day.I am feeling very bored,depressed and lonesome.Since I haven't had a car for a very long time,I haven't gone out and I haven't been able to do a lot of things since I haven't had my vehicle on the road.Not only that,I have been masturbating so much,it's insane.I don't know whether I am coming or going.I am also feeling like I am at my wits end.I need help really bad and I am feeling so lonesome that I really don't knw how I can resolve this until I have my car running on the street.Plus,the weather has been pretty treacherous with snow and ice everywhere on the road.It has also been cold and I am am also getting sick and tired of staying home.I want to go out and I want to enjoy my life.I have been so bored just staying home and watching one movie after another.I am just hoping that my vehicle will be back on the road soon.I just can't take this anymore.Please someone say some prayers for me.Thanks.
My SSA has skyrocketed.I have been thinking of images of men and their genitals lately.This is what has been making me masturbate.I don't want to think of these things anymore.I don't want to have sex with any man.I don't want to act out.I have been masturbating so much that it seems that I can't beat it.I am hoping that someone out there can give me some helpful advice.Thanks in advance for any helpful advice given.
After eating a light dinner,I did some last minute catching up on some personal PC work.I can now relax and take it easy for the rest of the evening.
Tomorrow is my day off.I am hoping that the day goes well.I have to drop off some money at my mechanic's garage tomorrow and I also have to mail out a payment to a finance company so they will get my payment before the end of next week.
That was my day today and my hopes for the day ahead.FJ