Tuesday, July 21, 2009

Tonight,I am feeling okay.I had a pretty good day today.
The work day went smoothly.I simply did what I had to do in the time allotted and after the work was done,I dropped off what was clean at the rehab center and I headed for home.
On the way home,I stopped at a couple of stores to pick up a few things that my mom and I needed.The first store that I stopped was a local Dollar General store to buy a few things that my mom needed.I also went to a local drug store to pick up a prescription that was waiting for me.The hassle with the insurance company finally ended last night when I heard from the company that they were approving the filling of the medication.I was relieved.I picked up the prescription today on the way home and I have it here in the house so I can start using it right away.I am relieved that the hassle is finally over.It was really stressful waiting for a week just to get a prescription filled on my insurance approval.But now,it is finally here and I can start using it tonight when I am ready to go to bed.
When I got home,I made a couple of phone calls to the Social Security administration to check up on something that I had sent them a couple of weeks ago.So far,they haven't received it as of yet and I am still hoping that they will receive it soon.I will just have to keep checking until I hear that it is on the record.I relaxed for a bit while waiting for my computer to be fully on so I could do some more work.
After eating,I watched the evening news and I also registered a couple of bills at the Where's George site.This was change that I received after I bought those things at the Dollar General store.Overall,a pretty good day.
I have been reporting so much on my depression lately.I am sorry if I have inconvenienced anyone by constantly talking about it.But I feel that if I don't talk about it,I am not going to feel any better.I also need the help and support of my fellow people out there,especially if you also struggle with depression.I have been in this funk for a little over three weeks and I am hoping to be out of it soon.If anyone out there can give me any words of encouragement,I would appreciate that.Thanks.Right now,the depression has leveled off some but it has not left.Again,any support or encouragement would be appreciated.
Regarding my SSA struggles,I am having the temptation to watch pornography but I am not going to watch it.I am just going to do something else after I am done here.
Tomorrow is simply a pick-up day.I am hoping that the pick-up goes well.
That was my day today and my hopes for the day ahead.FJ

4 comments:

Anonymous said...

FJ,

Just dropping a short note to let you know I am still following your blog. I have been thinking much about why this and why that and the things that led up to the decisions I have made in life. I don't want to be stuck in the pain any more. One blog friend just wrote something today concerning pain and said "Embrace the pain, accept it and tell it 'it's going to be okay...' telling it 'you're not a failure....' talk to the feeling of pain and love it to the Cross."

Take good care my friend, praying strength and courage for each day; you are special, unique, blessed with the ability to sing and make music, a man who is worthy to love and be loved.

FJ said...

Stan

Thanks again for the kind words. I am glad that someone is reading what I am posting and it only motivates me to post even more. Thanks again.

I will be posting more tonight and in the days ahead.

TCM said...

Praying for you today, FJ.

FJ said...

TCM

Thank you very much