Tonight,I am feeling okay.I had a boring day today.
Today,it rained for much of the day and I didn't do anything as a result of the rain.In my hometown,there is really not an awful lot to do so I stayed home.The only things that I did do was eat a quick breakfast and did my personal PC work.
Since the day was rainy,I decided to relax and take it easy.I laid down for much of the day and I also had a small talk with my father several minutes ago.My father is doing good and he is looking forward to visiting once he gets his personal and legal work out of the way.I am still looking forward to seeing him come up and I am hoping that this visit,if it ever happens,will work out and everything will go good.
I am still feeling depressed as I have been feeling for the past several weeks.I don't know when this funk will be over with and I am really getting impatient.Though I am still holding onto the hope that I will be out of this soon,the funk is going way too slow.I feel sad for much of the day but by the evening,it lets up just a tad.This is weird.I have not felt anything like this before and this is the worst case of the blues that I have been through.If anyone out there can offer any encouraging words,please share.I could use some encouraging words right now.Thanks.
After eating,I watched the evening news and I also had that talk with my father,which,though short,was a pleasant conversation.It was only a few minutes and I did feel minimally better as a result of that.
I am getting the temptation to watch porn but the minute that I am done here,I will try to focus on something else and view something positive on the web.If it doesn't work,I will simply close the net off and shut down the computer.
Since I am not feeling well,I am going to stay home and rest up.I cam always go out next week.
As for Sunday,I have no plans but whatever I do,I hope that it gives me positive benefits and that it will help lift me out of this funk that I am in.
That was my day today and my hopes for the day ahead.FJ