Tonight,I check in with mixed emotions.The work day went as well as expected with nothing negative to write in about.But at the moment,I am feeling pretty nervous.Tomorrow night,I am going to be checking out that support group at the church and I do not not know what to expect.I will be meeting some new faces and I am hoping to make some new friends to share my experiences with and to just be there and feel like a part of a group.I am hopeful about that but I am still feeling nervous about the whole thing.I guess since the sexual abuse support group has ended several months ago,I have not even attended anything since then and I am hoping that the nervousness goes away little by little.I am still hoping for a positive experience and that it will be well worth it.It will be awesome to attend the group and participate in group discussions and again,just to be a part of the group where I can be myself and just have a positive experience from it all.
Again,the work day went as expected.It went by well without anything negative happening with the exception of getting scoffed at when I cracked a wisecrack at the kitchen lady.That really was not what I was expecting.I guess that she was having a bad day.But anyway,I did my work and finished it.I also went to the post office to have a money order prepared to send out to somebody in Oregon for an Ebay purchase that I made.I even went to the supermarket to pick up a couple of things.I went home,relaxed and had a light supper.A pretty good day.But I am remaining optimistic despite my nervousness regarding the group.I am hoping for a positive experience.
That was my day.Any thoughts?FJ