Tonight,I check in with mixed emotions.I will be singing for my friends tonight at the bar.But the reason why I am feeling the way I am is because this week is the anniversary week of the death of George Harrison and I am always feeling sad and/or with mixed emotions during this week as well as next week,which will be the anniversary of the assassination of John Lennon.I am always feeling sad and/or with mixed emotions during these times of the year.I miss those two so much.It is sad that they are gone.While I have accepted the hard reality that they are no longer with us,I still find it hard to believe that they are gone.I feel their absence every day,especially when these anniversaries fall around this time.
I am feeling a little bit of happiness.A friend of mine was nominated for an award.I even called to congratulate him and wish him luck.I hope that he appreciates that.I am also hoping that he wins the award that he is nominated for.That would be neat.Yes it would.
Tonight,I will be singing at the bar.I hope that it goes as well as expected.I will be doing a George Harrison tribute tonight.If that goes good,I will feel a bit better.Though I rarely have an off night,I still hope for the best.
Well those are my ramblings.Thoughts are always welcomed.FJ